Powder-Sopor Aeternus & the Ensemble of Shadows

[00:00.00] I once made a Confession, it won't happen again, [00:13.23]I've killed all my Desires after that fateful Day... [01:12.09]I once had an Erection, well... sort of... at the Age of Five, [01:17.46]we fumbled in the Bushes, Yes, we made out in broad daylight. [01:23.40]Not sandbox, slide or jungle-gym, [01:29.07]entertained a different whim: [01:33.36]our groins playfully occupied... [01:39.63]it was our first and only time. [01:44.67]Because I failed to take into account [01:50.31]that my Sickness would be spread around: [01:55.05]All the Parents gave advice to shun [02:00.06]that dirty little Fairy who was out to stain their precious sons... [02:30.18]Sometimes, in those lonely Hours, [02:34.98]I can hear His voice in my Head, [02:40.71]the most erotic Promise that a Man has ever made: [02:50.13]" If you were a landscape Love, [02:57.03]a kingdom I came passing through, [03:01.83]I'd stop and reach down for my ***** and urinate all over You." [03:14.40]I once had an Aquaintance too, [03:17.28]who liked to wrestle me (me me), [03:20.01]he'd put me in a Headlock or he'd simply sit on Top of me. [03:25.95]One sunny day then I found out [03:31.32]that touching me got him aroused, [03:36.60]which gave a whole new meaning to [03:41.34]the Squats our Gym -coatch made us do... [03:45.72]... Where he had to sit on my Shoulders all Sweat & sighs, [03:52.08]my Head embedded firmly between his strong warm Thighs. [03:57.99]Perhaps all this got me somewhat predisposed... [04:02.58]... for butch guys, Bears and things you're not supposed to do... [04:08.79]Sometimes, in those lonely Hours, [04:13.98]I can hear His voice in my Head, [04:19.35]the most erotic Promise that a Man has ever made: [04:29.10]" If you were a landscape Love, [04:35.70]a kingdom I came passing through, [04:40.11]I'd stop and reach down for my ***** and urinate all over You."