Barren-Nicole Dollanganger

[00:09.941] Curdled like milk in the summer heat
夏天热得像牛奶凝固一样 [00:14.662] My skin’s gone soft
我的皮肤变软了 [00:16.941] My head is spoiled
我的头被宠坏了 [00:19.607] My heart’s a rabid dog trying to put its teeth in you
我的心就像一只疯狗，想把牙齿咬进你的身体里 [00:29.249] You thought you saw light but it was forest fires eating me alive
你以为你看到了光，但是森林大火正在吞噬着我 [00:37.059] My limbs are dead and dry
我的四肢干枯 [00:39.337] My ribcage cradles dirt and ****s
我的胸腔里满是泥土和杂草 [00:44.303] I’m empty inside
我心无一人 [00:49.116] And I will never be able to love you
我将永远不能爱你 [00:56.945] I couldn’t if i tried
就算我努力也不行 [00:59.151] And I will lay down next to you
我会躺在你身边 [01:04.247] But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine
但我担心一具死尸会比我的感觉更温暖 [01:09.409] Cause I’m barren on the inside
因为我内心是贫瘠的 [01:19.895] I’m barren on the inside
我的内心是贫瘠的 [01:29.999] You tried to make love to my empty womb
你试图和我空虚的子宫做爱 [01:34.519] Tried to stuff me like a doll with pieces of you
想把你的碎片像洋娃娃一样塞进我的肚子里 [01:39.490] But it all seeps from my loosened seams
但这一切都从我松开的缝隙中渗出 [01:44.361] I took myself apart and cut off my strings
我把自己剖开，割断了绳子 [01:49.551] And scraped the remains from my starving bowels
从我饥饿的肠子里挖出残骸 [01:54.921] Collected them into garbage piles
把它们收集到垃圾堆里 [01:59.636] To tie in bags
系在袋子里 [02:01.991] Sink in the lake
沉入湖中 [02:04.515] And bury at the bottom all my sad mistakes
把我所有的悲伤错误埋葬在海底 [02:09.555] Cause I will never be able to love you
因为我永远不能爱你 [02:17.104] I couldn’t if i tried
就算我努力也不行 [02:19.447] And I will lay down next to you
我会躺在你身边 [02:24.451] But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine
但我担心一具死尸会比我的感觉更温暖 [02:29.356] Cause I’m barren on the inside
因为我内心是贫瘠的 [02:39.852] I’m barren on the inside
我的内心是贫瘠的