Waiting For The End/I Need A Doctor-Linkin Park/Eminem

[00:11.85]I told the world one day I would pay it back [00:13.78]Say it on tape, and lay it, record it so that one day I could play it back [00:17.34]But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm sayin' that [00:19.84]Doubts startin' to creep in, everyday it's just so grey and black [00:23.02]Hope, I just need a ray of that, cause no one sees my vision [00:25.77]When I play it for 'em, they just say it's wack, they don't know what **** is [00:29.02]And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this [00:31.14]All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest [00:34.02]You picked me up, breathed new life in me, I owe my life to you [00:36.83]But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do [00:39.78]But it just dawned on me you lost a son, demons fighting you, it's dark [00:42.47]Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you [00:45.28]I don't think you realise what you mean to me, not the slightest clue [00:48.15]Cause me and you were like a crew, I was like your sidekick [00:50.77]You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this ******' mic [00:53.59]Or you gon' hug me, but I'm outta options, there's nothin' else I can do cause [00:56.96]Waiting for the end to come [01:01.02]Wi*******ng I had strength to stand [01:06.76]This is not what I had planned [01:12.15]It's out of my control [01:19.70]Flying at the speed of light [01:23.70]Thoughts were spinning in my head [01:29.07]So many things were left unsaid [01:34.69]It's hard to let you go [01:42.82]I know what it takes to move on [01:48.38]I know how it feels to lie [01:54.12]All I wanna do is trade this life for something new [01:59.02]Holding on to what I haven't got [02:05.47]It hurts when I see you struggle, you come to me with ideas [02:08.15]You say they're just pieces, so I'm puzzled, cause the *******t I hear is crazy [02:11.08]But you're either gettin' lazy or you don't believe in you no more [02:14.33]Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form [02:16.71]Can't make a decision you keep questionin' yourself [02:19.08]Second guessin' and it's almost like your beggin' for my help [02:22.04]Like I'm your leader, you're supposed to ******' be my mentor [02:24.98]I can endure no more I demand you remember who you are [02:27.85]It was YOU, who believed in me when everyone was tellin' [02:29.97]You don't sign me, everyone at the ******' label, let's tell the truth [02:33.60]You risked your career for me, I know it as well as you [02:36.41]Nobody wanted to ****** with the white boy, Dre, I'm cryin' in this booth [02:39.35]You saved my life, now maybe it's my turn to save yours [02:41.92]But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more [02:44.79]But I ain't givin' up faith and you ain't givin' up on me [02:47.54]Get up Dre I'm dyin', I need you, come back for ******'s sake [02:50.60]I know what it takes to move on [02:56.22]I know how it feels to lie [03:01.91]All I wanna do is trade this life for something new [03:06.78]Holding on to what I haven't got [03:12.96]Yo yo what was that when I thought it was done? [03:15.21]I thought it felt right, but the right was wrong [03:18.03]All caught up in the eye of the storm [03:20.84]And trying to figure out what it's like moving on [03:23.79]And I don't even know what kind of things I said [03:26.53]My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead [03:29.31]So picking up the pieces now where to begin [03:32.18]The hardest part of that is starting again [03:47.39]All I wanna do is trade this life for something new [03:52.02]Holding on to what I haven't got [03:58.39]This is not the end, this is not the beginning [04:00.27]Just a voice like a riot rocking every remission [04:02.96]Once you listen to the tone in a violent rhythm [04:05.64]And all the words sound steady, so nobody forget 'em [04:08.64]Say yeah with fists flying up in the air [04:11.40]Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there [04:14.09]Cuz we're living at the mercy of the painted riviere [04:16.96]Until we get it, forget it, let it all disappear