The Knife-Gracie Abrams

[00:00.000] 作词 : Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner [00:01.000] 作曲 : Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner [00:13.858]I'm living with a knife in my side
我正带着插在肋旁的尖刀苟活 [00:16.779]I'm gonna take it for a joy ride
我却要带着这尖刀去肆意兜风 [00:20.077]You left when you gave it
你递出尖刀时便抽身离去 [00:21.893]What criminal trading
多么卑劣的一场交易 [00:23.588]A sorry curse
真是一个可悲的诅咒 [00:25.554] [00:27.420]And they're daring me to pull it out
旁人都在怂恿我将其拔出 [00:30.064]I'll probably keep it for a lifetime
而我大概会用余生保留这道伤口 [00:34.082]I'll probably name it
也许我会为这伤口命名 [00:35.885]Then care for and claim it
悉心照料并据为己有 [00:37.652]That's how it works
宿命向来如此无情 [00:39.319] [00:41.634]When you go ruin my life
当你彻底毁掉我的生活 [00:45.688]In the worst way right at the wrong time
偏偏在最糟糕的时刻用最残忍的方法 [00:48.852]When I'd have followed you blind
而在过去我本会盲目地追随你 [00:55.462]And then I'll go out of my mind
随后我的思绪彻底失控 [00:59.607]Shifting my weight over the cliff side
在悬崖边缘摇摇欲坠地试探 [01:02.991]Taking my chances, rolling the dice
孤注一掷 掷出决定命运的骰子 [01:08.179]This should be the last time
这本该是最后一次 [01:10.812] [01:11.802]Should be the last time
本该是最后一次 [01:15.287]Should be the last time
本该是最后一次 [01:18.807]Should be the last time
本该是最后一次 [01:20.789] [01:23.482]And now I'm living with the ghost of you
如今我正与你的幻影相依为命 [01:26.010]Like you're riding shotgun on my long drives
仿佛在漫长的旅途中你正坐在副驾驶座上 [01:30.138]It's your destination, your radio station
那是你指引的终点 播放着你喜欢的电台 [01:33.664]Your song rehearsed
回荡着你反复排练的旋律 [01:35.432] [01:37.675]They're daring me to kick you out
旁人都在怂恿我将你驱逐 [01:40.070]I'll, I'll probably feel you till I die
而我大概会保留你的痕迹直到生命终结 [01:44.164]But I'll never face you or ever replace you
但我永远无法面对你 亦无法找人将你取代 [01:47.659]It doesn't work
一切根本行不通 [01:48.973] [01:51.720]'Cause you go ruin my life
因为你彻底毁掉了我的生活 [01:55.655]Flatten my days and wrecking my nights
让我白天黯淡无光 让我的夜晚支离破碎 [01:58.932]I'll be here doing my time
我唯有困在原地虚度光阴 [02:06.127]I'll go out of my mind
我的思绪彻底失控 [02:09.706]Banging my cage and crossing the line
撞击着禁锢的牢笼 越过了理智的边界 [02:12.704]I'll never get out if I never try
如果不去尝试 我将永远无法挣脱 [02:18.221]This should be the last time
这本该是最后一次 [02:22.218] [02:32.216]This should be the last time
这本该是最后一次 [02:34.779]We know it won't when you're holding court
可我们心知肚明并非如此 当你高高在上地审判我 [02:40.827]From your pedestal
俯瞰着尘寰 [02:44.460]Can't you come down?
难道你就不能走下神坛吗 [02:47.708]Showing no remorse, you're impossible
毫无悔意 你的冷酷简直不可理喻 [02:54.891]I was strong before I got knocked down
在被你击垮之前 我也曾坚强无比 [03:01.730] [03:01.746]And you just ruined my life
而你刚刚毁掉了我的生活 [03:05.786]Knowing that I'll be further from fine
明知这会让我离痊愈更加遥远 [03:08.985]I'm all bark, never would bite
我不过是在虚张声势 永远不会真正反抗 [03:16.319]I've gone out of my mind pouring my case of kerosene
我的思绪彻底失控 倾倒下整箱煤油 [03:22.372]I'll be burning this down but keeping your knife
我要点燃一切 却唯独留下你刺来的这柄尖刀 [03:28.351]This won't be the last time
这绝不会是最后一次