Story of the Stairs-mgk

[00:00.98]And that was a dark depressing time for him, you know
你知道…那段时光对他来说既黑暗又压抑， [00:03.55]He did had one visit with his mother I think
我想，他确实有跟他母亲见过一面， [00:06.55]During the time that he lived with me and she brought
那是在他还和我住一起的期间发生的事了。 [00:09.92]Him a huge box fill with gifts you know clothes and all
她给他带了一箱子的礼物，有衣服， [00:14.73]Kinds of little goodies and stuff and it sat in the corner
还有各式各样的糖果和小玩意。那箱子放在了角落， [00:17.86]Untouched, literally for months he'd never opened anything just
差不多放了好几个月，他碰都不碰，也不拆开任何一个礼物， [00:21.73]Left the box there
那箱子就这么一直放着。 [00:24.05]-
- [00:41.49]What's going on in your mind when someone you haven't seen
你脑袋里会想到些什么？ [00:43.55]since you were nine is out at your door step right now?
当某个在你九岁以后就再没出现过的人，现在就站在你门口的台阶上。 [00:45.55]Rewind, remember that one time when Marco showed up at the front door
回忆蜂拥而至，还记得有一次马克（Marco）出现在门口， [00:48.86]And we found out he escaped from a psych ward
我们发现他从精神病院逃了出来， [00:50.80]And stole grandma's car?
还把奶奶的车偷走了的事吗？ [00:51.80]Ah, rest her soul
啊，愿奶奶的灵魂得到安息。 [00:53.11]I know that's off topic, but I miss her soul
我知道我跑题了，但我很想念她（奶奶）。 [00:55.17]So ironic that she was blind but told me I'm handsome I was
记得有件令人啼笑皆非的事，奶奶是个失明人士， [00:57.80]Every time that I walked in the door
但每次我进到屋里她都会跟我说我有多帅气。 [00:59.30]Can't lie and say it was easy being 14 on February 14th [01:02.11]Watching a body die in my arms
看着那具身体在我的臂弯里死去。 [01:03.92]Then have to go to a school that I hated
然后，我不得不去那所让我感到厌恶的学校上课， [01:05.67]When my grade indicate that I don't give a **** what's going o
我的成绩证明我根本不在乎在几个小时后都发现了什么事情 [01:07.86]A couple hours later on
（几个小时后） [01:09.05]And not to mention that one bitch that I love
更别提那个我当时深爱的碧池了 [01:11.36]By the way I call her bitch because she wa
顺便说一下，我之所以称她为碧池，那是因为她当时 [01:13.24]Wanted me to catch another man ****ing he
就是想让我抓到她跟另一个男人在一起的证据。 [01:15.49]Invited me over, told me to come into the front
当时她邀请我过去，告诉我要进到屋里来， [01:17.11]Come upstairs and say what's up
到楼上来，我说”“怎么了，什么事？” [01:18.17]And there she was
然后我看见了她 [01:18.92]Little slut
她这个小荡妇 [01:19.61]I was broken hearted, should've broke that bitch's ja
看着眼前的一切我的心碎了一地，当时我应该好好教训她的， [01:21.86]Just for playin' me like a chump
她把我当傻子一样地玩弄我的感情， [01:22.80]But instead went to the garage, grabbed one
但我没那么做，而是选择去她家车库，拿了把 [01:24.36]Of her brother's rifles, went outside, and shot that other
她哥哥的步枪，对着外面的货车 [01:26.24]*********a's truck up
一通扫射。 [01:27.11]I guess that's what lead me to cuffs
我猜这是我被铐上手铐带走的原因。 [01:29.55]Becomin' common in my life like funerals was
就像葬礼在我的人生中常常出现一样， [01:31.74]Daddy's less common now, he gave up
可爸爸现在没那么常出现了，他对我放弃了， [01:33.05]After he heard the judge pin a ****ing felony on his so
当他听到法官给他儿子判了重刑。 [01:36.11]Funny enough
真有趣 [01:36.99]Me and Aunt Barbara even closer
我跟芭芭拉（Barbara）阿姨更亲近了， [01:38.74]Start to feel some weight lift off her shoulder [01:40.80]Till it piled back on when a radiologist told her
当一个放射科医生告诉她 [01:43.11]That she had breast cancer and might not live much longer
她得了乳癌，可能时日无多了。 [01:45.30]Fast forward
快进， [01:46.17]The woman that I call my "mother" isn't my mother
那个我叫她“妈妈”的人并不是我的母亲 [01:47.92]Or even blood but that's how much I love her [01:49.92]And I'm feeling awkward cause the doorbell's from the person that I call HER
那个我一直称作“她”的人在按响了门铃，我感觉很尴尬 [01:52.49]Maybe I ain't ready for it...
我可能还没准备好吧…… [01:53.92]Shit, what should I wear
该死，我应该穿什么衣服以见她？ [01:57.11]**** that, I ain't going down ther
算了，我不下去开门了。 [01:58.74]I waited over a decade for closure
我等了十几年 [02:00.36]Why should I receive it if it might not be something I want to hear [02:03.36]In the mirror is a empty reflection [02:05.17]And in my head are questions I want to ask like, "Where the **** did you go?
我有好多问题想要问她，例如”这些年你都去哪了！“ [02:08.61]Why did you turn my birthdays to the worst days every year that you didn't show?
尽管你每年都不会出现，但为什么你要让我每年生日那天变成我每年最糟糕的一天呢？ [02:12.49]And if you must know, I didn't turn out to be much else [02:15.61]Than a drunk who fell face first to a pile of hell [02:17.41]Took four snuffs of the devil's dust [02:18.78]Ended up with my manager helping me cause I couldn't take a piss by myself [02:21.97]But I did get a record deal [02:23.34]And all my records got that making of a legend feel [02:25.78]And I did have a daughter who I promised that the way that way you made me felt [02:29.16]Is a way she will never, feel [02:30.59]Slip a Benadryl in my cup [02:32.16]Ech, **** it I'm sickening u [02:33.53]Pit of my stomach clenching, all my muscles stiffening up [02:35.66]I ain't been this nervous since I got jumped [02:37.84]Flick the tip of my J over a surface cover with ashes and junk [02:40.34]Took a pull and sat it down [02:41.84]Put on both of my Chucks [02:42.66]Reach for the door but my hand's sweaty, I'm anxious as **** [02:44.84]Couldn't even hit the stairs without remembering how many years I was there waiting to see your car pull up [02:50.67]Now you saying she's right there?
现在你告诉我她就在那站着？ [02:52.48]Man you saying she's right there?
你告诉我说她就在那站着？ [02:54.61]You telling me if I open up this door right here
你现在跟我说假如我打开面前这道门的话 [02:56.42]That she'll been standing right there?
我就会看见她站着这门口？ [02:58.55]And after all these years am I wrong for having this fear [03:02.80]Of meeting the reflection that was missing in the mirror [03:05.08]Open up the door and then I see her
打开门，我真的看见了她。