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[00:22.339]I've always been a touch strange
我一直都有些古怪 [00:23.705]Like why you confident you nutcase?
比如你哪来的自信 疯子？ [00:25.639]You're awesome in a dumb way (Don't be yourself)
你蠢得令人惊叹（别做你自己） [00:27.623]Arguments on sundays, psychologist on monday
周日争吵不休 周一去看心理医生 [00:30.972]Mama crying up late (You need help)
妈妈深夜哭泣（你需要帮助） [00:33.188]Toxins for a young brain, almost hit the drug lane
年轻大脑浸满毒素 差点走上吸毒路 [00:36.689]Probably would of done 'caine when he was 12
十二岁就可能接触可卡因 [00:38.805]But now he's 7 with depression in his blood just need a weapon that can cut
如今七岁却血液里沉积着抑郁 只想找把能切割的武器 [00:42.555]10 years where do you see yourself
十年后你会在哪里 [00:44.138]Surrounded by angry faces, saving hatred from being locked up
被愤怒面孔包围 将仇恨从牢笼中救起 [00:47.555]But I just escape the cages, I'm trading places
但我挣脱牢笼 交换位置 [00:49.571]And I'll be damned if I see some of my anger wasted
若看到愤怒被浪费 我绝不甘心 [00:52.373]So I drop it on you like I had too much weight to hang with
于是将情绪倾泻给你 像背负太多沉重 [00:55.305]I lay the lamest, I degrade the greatest
我贬低庸人 也诋毁伟人 [00:57.255]Still I ****ing hate myself, been embedded in my brain for ages
却依然痛恨自己 这念头在脑海扎根多年 [01:00.720]I don't even see the ****ing page I'm painting, all I see is these eraser shavings
甚至看不清自己描绘的画卷 满眼都是橡皮碎屑 [01:05.221]I'm about to snort 'em up
快要将它们吸进鼻腔 [01:06.320]Yeah, now my brain is racing
现在我的大脑在狂奔 [01:07.804]Laced it and rolled it with pages of poetry that my teachers said ain't creative
混着老师说不具创意的诗页卷成烟 [01:11.638]Share it with the commenters on "Young Rap God" who claim they hate it
分享给《说唱新神》评论区那些声称讨厌的人 [01:14.855]I'll eat you pussies 'til your legs are shaking
我会吞噬你们直到双腿发颤 [01:17.254](My minds always in amazement)
(我的思绪总在惊叹中) [01:19.438]My minds always in a maze, meant to forget every thought I have
我的思绪总在迷宫里 本该遗忘每个念头 [01:22.688](Pray)
(祈祷) [01:23.171]I pray, but who do I pray to?
我祈祷 但该向谁祷告？ [01:24.373](Eat)
(进食) [01:25.037]I eat but who am I prey to?
我进食 但谁在猎食我？ [01:26.623]I ought to watch my back
我该小心背后 [01:28.555](sobbing)
(啜泣) [01:30.405]Ben! What's the matter honey? My god, honey, whats wrong?
本！怎么了宝贝？天啊 亲爱的 发生什么了？ [01:37.854](They all ****ing hate me!)
(他们都恨我！) [01:39.337]What? They don't hate you!
什么？他们不恨你！ [01:42.171](They all ****ing hate me!)
(他们都恨我！) [01:43.837]Honey, what are you talking about? Sweetheart
亲爱的 你在说什么？甜心 [01:48.004]What do you want me to do honey?
要我怎么做呢宝贝？ [01:50.372]I just want you to settle my fears
只想让你平息我的恐惧 [01:52.403]I just want you to tell me I've never been weird
只想听你说我从不怪异 [01:54.754]I just want to meet God, can you tell him I'm here?
只想遇见上帝 能告诉他我在这里吗 [01:57.271]I think he forgot
他大概已遗忘 [01:58.304]Tell me when heaven is near, I'm ready to disappear
告诉我天堂何时临近 我已准备好消失 [02:00.871]I just want you to love me, by accident not because you feel it is necessary when you haven't for several years
只想你偶然爱我 而非出于多年未有的义务 [02:06.754]I just want to stay young when I see my reflection in mirrors
只想在镜中永葆青春 [02:09.753]Or make a living off of selling my tears
或靠贩卖眼泪谋生 [02:11.887]Just tell me that I'm a good guy
只要说我是个好人 [02:13.653]Mom it's been too long since I've really had a good cry
妈妈 我太久没有痛快哭过 [02:16.937]I think the last time was when I watched that man die
上次还是目睹那人死亡时 [02:19.752]Reminded me of grandpa and then I realized everything will be lost and usually forgotten
想起祖父 继而顿悟万物终将湮灭 [02:24.253]Brutally I just lost it
我彻底崩溃 [02:25.586]Prove to me that I'm wrong when I lose a piece of my conscious
当我失去意识碎片 请证明我是错的 [02:28.336]Who's the reason for conflict?
谁是冲突的根源？ [02:29.836]Truthfully they'll be solved when you and me in a coffin
真相会在你我入棺时揭晓 [02:32.403]Death isn't an option!
死亡不是选项！ [02:33.937]And death isn't a shot! It's a switchblade
死亡不是射击 是弹簧刀 [02:36.252]Everyday just trying to get closer to my heart I feel a thin blade
每天试图靠近心脏 却感觉刀刃冰凉 [02:39.720]But my heart is in my rib cage, caged like an inmate
但心脏困在肋骨牢笼 像囚徒般禁锢 [02:42.986]So I should be thankful for this day
我本该感恩今日 [02:45.204]But mama knows I can break
但妈妈知道我易碎 [02:47.020]Mama knows why I never had all those sleepovers where my friends stay
知道为何从没有朋友留宿的夜晚 [02:50.652]When I told her I kill myself at the end of all my dreams and I realized that's why I peed my bed till sixth grade
当我告诉她总在梦尾自杀 才明白为何尿床到六年级 [02:57.902](No no no! Not again!)
(不 不要！别再来了！) [03:02.054]Ben it's oh- oh it's OK honey, I'm sorry
本 没关系的 宝贝 对不起 [03:06.069](It happened again!)
(又发生了！) [03:06.953]It's OK honey, I'm sorry but you need to get up for school
没事的宝贝 但该起床上学了 [03:11.786]Its OK honey, it's OK
没关系的 真的没关系 [03:15.187]But you need to get up, try not to think about it
但该起床了 别再去想它 [03:18.203]I wonder what my Dad's doing
不知父亲在做什么 [03:20.037]Probably wondering what I'm doing
大概也在猜想我的近况 [03:22.152]We haven't talked lately
我们许久未联系 [03:23.069]I feel alone he is alone, I'm a cry baby
我孤独他亦孤独 我是个爱哭鬼 [03:25.770]Only really talk to him when my therapist make me
只在心理医生要求时才交谈 [03:28.252]This is crazy, what does he have?
太荒谬 他拥有什么？ [03:29.888]What does he really have to call his own
他真正拥有什么？ [03:31.970]He already feels he's out the family, I hear it in his tone over the phone
电话里听出他自觉被家庭抛弃 [03:35.690]Asking what I've been up to trying not to bother
询问近况时小心翼翼 [03:37.991]Thinking he's intruding but he's my father!
怕打扰我 可他是我父亲！ [03:39.906]Why'd he have to leave, he was the soul of this family
为何离开 他本是家庭灵魂 [03:42.622]With the jokes he would laugh with me even though in reality
用笑话陪我大笑 即便现实里 [03:45.288]We were going through tragedy, we were holding on happily
我们经历着悲剧 却快乐地坚持 [03:48.022]If I'm sad how sad is he? If I'm mad he has to be
我有多悲伤他就有多痛 [03:51.605]That's too bad, and I don't want to go to school
太糟糕 我不想上学 [03:54.139]I'm too sad, I'm too mad, I'm too spaz, I'm too fat, I'm too trash
太悲伤 太愤怒 太失控 太肥胖 太废物 [03:57.538]Going to middle school next year I'm growing up too fast
明年升初中 我成长得太仓促 [03:59.788]I'm too wack, too weak, to speak to me, shoot me!
太差劲 太懦弱 别理我 开枪吧！ [04:02.105]Ben! Come on, come on!
本！快点 快点！ [04:03.822]You need to be in school in 20 minutes!
二十分钟后必须到校！
我一直都有些古怪 [00:23.705]Like why you confident you nutcase?
比如你哪来的自信 疯子？ [00:25.639]You're awesome in a dumb way (Don't be yourself)
你蠢得令人惊叹（别做你自己） [00:27.623]Arguments on sundays, psychologist on monday
周日争吵不休 周一去看心理医生 [00:30.972]Mama crying up late (You need help)
妈妈深夜哭泣（你需要帮助） [00:33.188]Toxins for a young brain, almost hit the drug lane
年轻大脑浸满毒素 差点走上吸毒路 [00:36.689]Probably would of done 'caine when he was 12
十二岁就可能接触可卡因 [00:38.805]But now he's 7 with depression in his blood just need a weapon that can cut
如今七岁却血液里沉积着抑郁 只想找把能切割的武器 [00:42.555]10 years where do you see yourself
十年后你会在哪里 [00:44.138]Surrounded by angry faces, saving hatred from being locked up
被愤怒面孔包围 将仇恨从牢笼中救起 [00:47.555]But I just escape the cages, I'm trading places
但我挣脱牢笼 交换位置 [00:49.571]And I'll be damned if I see some of my anger wasted
若看到愤怒被浪费 我绝不甘心 [00:52.373]So I drop it on you like I had too much weight to hang with
于是将情绪倾泻给你 像背负太多沉重 [00:55.305]I lay the lamest, I degrade the greatest
我贬低庸人 也诋毁伟人 [00:57.255]Still I ****ing hate myself, been embedded in my brain for ages
却依然痛恨自己 这念头在脑海扎根多年 [01:00.720]I don't even see the ****ing page I'm painting, all I see is these eraser shavings
甚至看不清自己描绘的画卷 满眼都是橡皮碎屑 [01:05.221]I'm about to snort 'em up
快要将它们吸进鼻腔 [01:06.320]Yeah, now my brain is racing
现在我的大脑在狂奔 [01:07.804]Laced it and rolled it with pages of poetry that my teachers said ain't creative
混着老师说不具创意的诗页卷成烟 [01:11.638]Share it with the commenters on "Young Rap God" who claim they hate it
分享给《说唱新神》评论区那些声称讨厌的人 [01:14.855]I'll eat you pussies 'til your legs are shaking
我会吞噬你们直到双腿发颤 [01:17.254](My minds always in amazement)
(我的思绪总在惊叹中) [01:19.438]My minds always in a maze, meant to forget every thought I have
我的思绪总在迷宫里 本该遗忘每个念头 [01:22.688](Pray)
(祈祷) [01:23.171]I pray, but who do I pray to?
我祈祷 但该向谁祷告？ [01:24.373](Eat)
(进食) [01:25.037]I eat but who am I prey to?
我进食 但谁在猎食我？ [01:26.623]I ought to watch my back
我该小心背后 [01:28.555](sobbing)
(啜泣) [01:30.405]Ben! What's the matter honey? My god, honey, whats wrong?
本！怎么了宝贝？天啊 亲爱的 发生什么了？ [01:37.854](They all ****ing hate me!)
(他们都恨我！) [01:39.337]What? They don't hate you!
什么？他们不恨你！ [01:42.171](They all ****ing hate me!)
(他们都恨我！) [01:43.837]Honey, what are you talking about? Sweetheart
亲爱的 你在说什么？甜心 [01:48.004]What do you want me to do honey?
要我怎么做呢宝贝？ [01:50.372]I just want you to settle my fears
只想让你平息我的恐惧 [01:52.403]I just want you to tell me I've never been weird
只想听你说我从不怪异 [01:54.754]I just want to meet God, can you tell him I'm here?
只想遇见上帝 能告诉他我在这里吗 [01:57.271]I think he forgot
他大概已遗忘 [01:58.304]Tell me when heaven is near, I'm ready to disappear
告诉我天堂何时临近 我已准备好消失 [02:00.871]I just want you to love me, by accident not because you feel it is necessary when you haven't for several years
只想你偶然爱我 而非出于多年未有的义务 [02:06.754]I just want to stay young when I see my reflection in mirrors
只想在镜中永葆青春 [02:09.753]Or make a living off of selling my tears
或靠贩卖眼泪谋生 [02:11.887]Just tell me that I'm a good guy
只要说我是个好人 [02:13.653]Mom it's been too long since I've really had a good cry
妈妈 我太久没有痛快哭过 [02:16.937]I think the last time was when I watched that man die
上次还是目睹那人死亡时 [02:19.752]Reminded me of grandpa and then I realized everything will be lost and usually forgotten
想起祖父 继而顿悟万物终将湮灭 [02:24.253]Brutally I just lost it
我彻底崩溃 [02:25.586]Prove to me that I'm wrong when I lose a piece of my conscious
当我失去意识碎片 请证明我是错的 [02:28.336]Who's the reason for conflict?
谁是冲突的根源？ [02:29.836]Truthfully they'll be solved when you and me in a coffin
真相会在你我入棺时揭晓 [02:32.403]Death isn't an option!
死亡不是选项！ [02:33.937]And death isn't a shot! It's a switchblade
死亡不是射击 是弹簧刀 [02:36.252]Everyday just trying to get closer to my heart I feel a thin blade
每天试图靠近心脏 却感觉刀刃冰凉 [02:39.720]But my heart is in my rib cage, caged like an inmate
但心脏困在肋骨牢笼 像囚徒般禁锢 [02:42.986]So I should be thankful for this day
我本该感恩今日 [02:45.204]But mama knows I can break
但妈妈知道我易碎 [02:47.020]Mama knows why I never had all those sleepovers where my friends stay
知道为何从没有朋友留宿的夜晚 [02:50.652]When I told her I kill myself at the end of all my dreams and I realized that's why I peed my bed till sixth grade
当我告诉她总在梦尾自杀 才明白为何尿床到六年级 [02:57.902](No no no! Not again!)
(不 不要！别再来了！) [03:02.054]Ben it's oh- oh it's OK honey, I'm sorry
本 没关系的 宝贝 对不起 [03:06.069](It happened again!)
(又发生了！) [03:06.953]It's OK honey, I'm sorry but you need to get up for school
没事的宝贝 但该起床上学了 [03:11.786]Its OK honey, it's OK
没关系的 真的没关系 [03:15.187]But you need to get up, try not to think about it
但该起床了 别再去想它 [03:18.203]I wonder what my Dad's doing
不知父亲在做什么 [03:20.037]Probably wondering what I'm doing
大概也在猜想我的近况 [03:22.152]We haven't talked lately
我们许久未联系 [03:23.069]I feel alone he is alone, I'm a cry baby
我孤独他亦孤独 我是个爱哭鬼 [03:25.770]Only really talk to him when my therapist make me
只在心理医生要求时才交谈 [03:28.252]This is crazy, what does he have?
太荒谬 他拥有什么？ [03:29.888]What does he really have to call his own
他真正拥有什么？ [03:31.970]He already feels he's out the family, I hear it in his tone over the phone
电话里听出他自觉被家庭抛弃 [03:35.690]Asking what I've been up to trying not to bother
询问近况时小心翼翼 [03:37.991]Thinking he's intruding but he's my father!
怕打扰我 可他是我父亲！ [03:39.906]Why'd he have to leave, he was the soul of this family
为何离开 他本是家庭灵魂 [03:42.622]With the jokes he would laugh with me even though in reality
用笑话陪我大笑 即便现实里 [03:45.288]We were going through tragedy, we were holding on happily
我们经历着悲剧 却快乐地坚持 [03:48.022]If I'm sad how sad is he? If I'm mad he has to be
我有多悲伤他就有多痛 [03:51.605]That's too bad, and I don't want to go to school
太糟糕 我不想上学 [03:54.139]I'm too sad, I'm too mad, I'm too spaz, I'm too fat, I'm too trash
太悲伤 太愤怒 太失控 太肥胖 太废物 [03:57.538]Going to middle school next year I'm growing up too fast
明年升初中 我成长得太仓促 [03:59.788]I'm too wack, too weak, to speak to me, shoot me!
太差劲 太懦弱 别理我 开枪吧！ [04:02.105]Ben! Come on, come on!
本！快点 快点！ [04:03.822]You need to be in school in 20 minutes!
二十分钟后必须到校！