Lost-Token

[00:00.000] 作词 : Ben Goldberg [00:01.000] 作曲 : Ben Goldberg [00:16.608]*Humming vocals* [00:30.828]I was never the kid beggin' for help [00:32.611]Always thought I could do everything better myself [00:35.029]So I kept to myself [00:36.112]And age 9, 10, 11 and 12 I started developing remedies for my mental health [00:40.478]I would write a verse here and there when I was angry or sad just to clear the air [00:44.945]But as time went on, it was weird and rare [00:47.561]I'm frustrated, this wasn't why I appeared to bear [00:50.062]See rap was my reason, Addictive Personality added to the fact that I lacked what I needed [00:55.594]A sense of purpose, happiness even [00:57.878]And the more I worked, the more support I had been receivin' [01:00.395]Made new friends that came with the cause [01:02.594]Stayed out of trouble everyday writing songs [01:05.161]Eventually gained fans who were craving it all, huh [01:08.029]And here I am contemplating it all, I'm lost [01:11.128]Lost [01:14.111]I wake up and ask where has my time gone? [01:18.678]So I go back to sleep [01:21.077]And because I am young, I'll do anything for the things that I love [01:29.060]'Cause baby I'm lost [01:30.828]And everything I got is clearly a blessin' [01:32.878]But my life is solely music, after school I disappear in a second and I fear where I'm headed [01:37.811]They tell me to be a kid, don't waste these years, you'll regret it [01:40.460]But I'm caught in this damn route [01:42.610]Of who can be the product to stand out? [01:44.844]I might be [01:45.544]And I'm confident hands down [01:47.411]Nothing will happen with this unless I work the hardest I can now [01:51.294]So someone teach me how to balance this [01:53.194]Last week I stepped back and acted as a kid [01:55.610]But they were opportunities I had to pass up quick [01:58.110]Plus I'm late for collabs and I'm lookin' like an asshole [02:00.293]And I'm battlin' myself, I ain't choose this match! [02:02.460]It's summer now, I got time, but what the **** am I gon' do with that? [02:05.677]And while I think on it, I'll look at my inboxes [02:07.988]And see kids talkin' like "where the new music at?" [02:10.738]I'm lost [02:11.604]Lost [02:13.837]I wake up and ask where has my time gone? [02:18.520]So I go back to sleep [02:20.954]And because I am young, I'll do anything for the things that I love [02:28.821]'Cause baby I'm lost [02:30.178]I feel out of the loop [02:31.195]I feel like everybody's swimmin' in the fountain of youth while I'm in my house in the booth [02:34.911]My mind's crowded with views from the past [02:37.012]Feels like yesterday my best friend and I had biked to town to get food [02:39.978]Now he's smokin' and he's drinkin' and he's drivin' with the same pack [02:42.694]Who hated on me when they found out that I made raps [02:45.461]And there's this girl that I kinda like now [02:47.527]And I heard she's into me, but I ain't got the time to find out [02:50.478]I'm tryna pass and forget her [02:52.128]Tryna not think about how many times I'm ditching dad over dinner [02:55.178]Tryna not think about when I promised the calls to grandma [02:58.178]Mom said it won't be long 'til she's gone [03:00.128]What's my excuse? [03:00.878]I'm preoccupied with this 8-inch blue baby bottle mic? [03:04.327]And I would take a break if I didn't think about failure more than my success [03:07.545]But I only got one life I can't afford losin' again [03:10.262]I'm lost [03:11.028]Lost [03:13.728]I wake up and ask where has my time gone? [03:18.544]So I go back to sleep [03:20.827]And because I am young, I'll do anything for the things that I love [03:29.095]'Cause baby I'm lost [03:31.611]Lost [03:33.944]I'll do anything for the things that I love [03:38.827]But baby I'm lost [03:44.528]Lost [03:49.347]'Cause I'm lost