Reflection-Sik World

[00:00.50]CHORUS:
合唱部分 [00:01.11]The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
月光倒影在我的脸上，有些人甚至被月光蒙蔽了双眼 [00:06.97]or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
是谁将我变成这个样子，我无法识别 [00:14.06]time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
时光原本就无情无义，这本来是我的错，却怪在了你身上 [00:22.81]I do….
我愿意。。。 [00:25.59]VERSE 2:
诗歌部分一 [00:27.01]Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me,
我迷失于森林，唯有你能拯救我 [00:29.35]It's hard to put the past behind me,
过去像把伤痕印在心上 [00:30.92]When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding
但是我不断告诉自己 [00:32.38]me of all the ******** that I kept inside me.
否认 [00:34.31]Im not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost
我是对的，但其实我迷失了自我 [00:35.93]It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts
迷失在自己的世界里 [00:37.39]I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think,
我只是一直在不断思考，思考。。。 [00:39.20]and I think and I think, I lost it all
思考着，思考着，我失去了一切 [00:41.08]I am at home, I got back against the wall
我独自在家，我的心理防线再次崩塌 [00:42.66]I feel hella alone I got no one to call
没有人与我通话，我感到异常孤独 [00:44.38]and I'm still on my own because no ones involved
我依旧孤独，独来独往 [00:46.09]tell me where do I go when everything falls
遗失的物品究竟丢失在哪里 [00:47.71]Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song...
操！这就是我吟诵着首歌的原因 [00:51.21]I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong...
我一直反思我做错的每一件事 [00:54.63]My best friend, he turned out to be a fake,
我被最好的朋友欺骗 [00:56.35]The real definition of becoming a snake,
这就是蛇的本质 [00:57.82]and I lost my girl to and that was my mistake,
我失去了她，我后悔不已 [00:59.51]I put music above her and it took her place,
我把她赋予在音乐中 [01:01.43]And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks,
我明明这么喜欢她，却得来另一个结果 [01:03.15]Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace
仅仅只是因为我对她忠心不已 [01:04.87]See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste
放弃一个人，寻找另一个人对我仅仅是是浪费时间 [01:06.65]Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same
世界崩塌于她离去之后 [01:08.53]Lately it feels like I just been wilding out
我失去了她犹如失去理智 [01:11.11]there to many things that I'm finding out
不过之后我又学习到了 [01:12.39]and my passion has been slowly dying out
我逐渐失去激情 [01:14.72]and I'm still in a whole and Climbing out
至少我还是一个整体 [01:15.97]Just to stumble over, but Im trying out,
为了失败而去尝试 [01:17.35]lost my composure, so I write it out
我无法冷静，愤怒转化为文字 [01:18.68]I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out
我很失望，我躲避着 [01:20.35]I think that's why I'm Crying out, That
这就是我为什么伤心 [01:21.86]CHORUS:
合唱部分 [01:22.47]The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
月光倒影在我的脸上，有些人甚至被月光蒙蔽了双眼 [01:28.80]or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
是谁将我变成这个样子，我无法识别 [01:35.38]time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
时光原本就无情无义，这本来是我的错，却怪在了你身上 [01:42.71]I do….
我愿意。。。 [01:47.16]VERSE 2:
诗歌部分二 [01:48.93]I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me,
一切都是我的错 [01:50.73]walk in the room and they start eying me,
每当我走进房间，我都会逃避目光 [01:52.45]Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety,
焦虑占据了我 [01:54.02]So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly
所以我选择沉默，思考 [01:55.67]I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone...
我对自己发脾气 [01:57.40]You say you been there when I'm on my own
你告诉我你一直在我身边 [01:59.19]You say you'll be there when I know you won't
但你却没有出现在我的身边 [02:01.01]And you say you love me when I know you don't!
每个人都口是心非 [02:02.68]I swear this depression isn't a *********** joke!
我是真的得了天刹的忧郁症 [02:04.55]anxiety to - I deal with them both,
焦虑，我要同时做掉这些 [02:06.27]I been loosing faith and my hope
我丢失了信心和希望 [02:07.93]still haven't found a way I can cope,
我仍然找不到方法 [02:09.56]Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most…
现在最需要的应该是爱自己 [02:13.12]cuz… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close…
因为我失去了我爱的一切 [02:16.54]And to think, i gave you all that I can,
我给了你一切 [02:18.08]you took advantage of me and then ran,
你却和别人走到了一起 [02:19.63]I made you who you are now I ask,
这不是真正的你 [02:21.20]Why would you flip on me I don't understand,
你为什么离我而去 [02:22.87]Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand,
警戒自己不会再犯同样的错误 [02:25.55]never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand
没有永远的朋友，只有自己才是真正的 [02:28.03]I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last.
我给了太多的机会 [02:30.32]Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out,
我到底再做什么啊 [02:32.19]I'm suffering and you stand around,
我痛苦万分，你却冷眼相视 [02:33.75]and falling so ******* hard I could smash the ground,
我甚至可以把地砸碎 [02:35.63]wishin that I could have my mom and dad around
我希望我的亲人陪伴在我身边 [02:37.21]Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out,
焦虑侵蚀着我，我快消失了 [02:38.59]exhausted so much I feel like just passing out,
我已经没有力气挣扎了 [02:40.30]i wanted fame, you can have it now...
我想要的，你已经拥有了 [02:42.39]because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz,
只因为我与你不同，你可以问问。。 [02:43.81]CHORUS:
合唱部分 [02:44.52]The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
月光倒影在我的脸上，有些人甚至被月光蒙蔽了双眼 [02:50.81]or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
是谁将我变成这个样子，我无法识别 [02:57.45]time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
时光原本就无情无义，这本来是我的错，却怪在了你身上 [03:05.77]I do….
我愿意。。。