这不是我-病蛹乐队

[00:00.000] 作词 : 病蛹乐队 [00:01.000] 作曲 : 病蛹乐队 [00:45.90]Over and over again
又再一次启动了开始 [00:48.63]I descend into the same pattern
身体不自主开启了模式 [00:51.33]This isn’t how I wanted it to be
这不是我想要的样子 [00:54.01]Yet I can’t help but re-enter this pattern
可力不从心必须得复制 [00:56.73]It’s ruthlessly controlling every cell in my body
每个细胞被无情的控制 [00:59.25]I’m rotting away
我的身体却正在被腐蚀 [01:01.92]And I still don’t know why
并没发现问题的本质 [01:04.68]My body and soul are fighting each other
身体灵魂发生了排斥 [01:10.01]This is too complicated. It’s just too complicated
这里太复杂 这里太复杂 [01:12.61]It’s time to get rid of what I don’t need
是时候开始 不需要的全都该扔掉 [01:17.86]It’s time to rediscover my direction
是时候开始 重新找到我自己的位置 [01:23.29]Scrambling against the current, that’s life
在逆境中冲刷自己无法停止 现实 [01:33.82]Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that’s life
像落叶般在狂风中来回飘荡 现实 [01:44.51]My desire runs too deep. It’s eating me up
欲壑难填如黑洞般如黑洞般吞噬了身体 [01:50.00]Everything I have done has led me on the path that seems to have no way out
被支配着自恃清高却已经无路可去 [01:55.05]This is too complicated. It’s just too complicated. Each tries to cheat the other
这里太复杂这里太复杂尔虞我诈偷奸耍滑 [02:00.43]Each talks nonsense
只留下些无法理解还有无法相信的鬼话 [02:05.77]Look at myself, I can’t find my way out
看看现在自己的样子已被囚禁却无法自拔 [02:11.03]Yet I don't wanna be in company with that
想要找到自己的方式保持清醒别被它融化 [02:16.31]Look at myself, I can’t find my way out
看看现在自己的样子已被囚禁却无法自拔 [02:21.55]Yet I don't wanna be in company with that
想要找到救赎的方法保持清醒别被它融化 [02:27.17]Don’t be in company with that
别被它融化 别被它融化 ... ... [02:48.25]Scrambling against the current, that’s life
在逆境中冲刷自己无法停止 现实 [02:58.76]Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that’s life
像落叶般在狂风中来回飘荡 现实 [03:13.66]It can’t stop
无法停止 无法停止 ... ... [03:41.31]I don't wanna go on like that
我也不想再这样下去 我也不想再这样继续 [03:46.57]Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt
可现实的刀子时时刻刻扎透了我的身体 [03:51.99]I can't lose this fight even though it’s too hard
我的反抗苍白而无力 大脑告诉我不能放弃 [03:58.04]Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt
可现实的刀子时时刻刻扎透了我的身体 [04:03.78]It’s time to find my way out
是时候开始 是时候开始 ... ... [04:26.13]
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