Popular Monster-Falling In Reverse

[00:00.93]Yeah [00:05.69]I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
每天失神般醒来， [00:08.38]I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
我甚至不知道我能否坦言，淦！长痛不如短痛。 [00:11.17]Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
每个人都告诉我这只是一个阶段， [00:14.05]I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
但是我不清楚他们所言真伪，安然无恙才是我想要的， [00:17.42]I battle with depression, but the question still remains
在抑郁中挣扎，答案始终被迷雾笼罩。 [00:20.00]Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
我感受到的是创伤后应激障碍亦或者是我强忍怒气？ [00:22.84]And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
我的医生告诉我这只是一个阶段 [00:25.73]Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
这算什么阶段？我只想要无恙，好吗？！ [00:29.41]Yeah, I struggle with this bulls**t every day
我挣扎着逃离荒唐世界， [00:31.51]And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
但是我内心愤怒的野兽始终阻止着我。 [00:34.34]And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
泯灭，窒息，它让我分崩离析！ [00:39.23]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
我在即将崩溃之际还在寻找着希望， [00:44.74]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
骗子，下贱！我是无神主义者！！ [00:49.20]I'm a popular, popular monster
我是被全城通缉的怪物， [00:52.42]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
鱼惊鸟散， 在堕落中坠入爱河。 [01:00.91]I'm a popular, popular monster
我是被世界诅咒的恶魔！ [01:08.41]I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
我犹如笼中之鸟无处可逃， [01:12.66]Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace
不管我克服多少困难，总会有新的困难出现。 [01:15.22]I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
在与另一个我的死亡赛跑中，争取稳中求胜。 [01:18.00]How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
但是，如果我不放下我的过去的话，我该如何胜出？ [01:20.98]Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
天啊，大敌临城。我浪费的每一秒， [01:23.81]Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
就是我走向深渊的第二秒。 [01:26.77]But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
我的心理医生告诉我，我正在经历一个阶段， [01:29.77]Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
去你的，我要摆脱荒谬，我要好好活着！ [01:33.48]Mother****er, now you got my attention
肮脏老贼，我已经盯上你了！ [01:35.46]I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
我必须要改变，因为失去的东西不会再回来， [01:38.32]And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
但是如果我当初撒谎了呢？告诉你我一切安好。 [01:41.33]Every single ****ing day
每一天！ [01:42.68]I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
我都感觉到我离坟墓越来越近，我快疯了！ [01:45.41]I fell asleep at the wheel again
我再一次在回家的车上睡着了， [01:47.71]Crashed my car just to feel again
车祸只为感觉自己还活着。 [01:50.49]It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
泯灭，窒息，它让我分崩离析！ [01:54.87]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
我在即将疯狂之际还在寻找出路， [02:00.52]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
卑鄙，伪君子，我是无神主义者！！ [02:04.85]I'm a popular, popular monster
我是众所周知的怪物， [02:08.03]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
鱼溃鸟离， 在堕落中坠入爱河。 [02:16.47]I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster
我是为世人所恨的怪物， [02:19.85]Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh
来！面对我！ [02:30.59]We're sick and tired of wondering
我们已经厌倦了去追寻答案， [02:33.64]Praying to a god that you don't believe
向根本不存在的上帝祈祷， [02:36.85]We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
在指路明灯之前寻找答案？ [02:39.68]So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now?
我的问题是，你那该死的上帝在哪里？！ [02:54.36]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out
我在即将疯狂之际还在寻找出路， [03:00.19]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
小人，卑劣！我是无神主义者！！ [03:04.36]I'm a popular, popular monster
我是众所周知的怪物， [03:07.69]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
支离破碎， 在堕落中坠入爱河。 [03:16.29]I'm a popular, popular monster
我是为世人所恨的怪物， [03:24.98]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer,
卑鄙，伪君子，我是无神主义者！！ [03:27.84]I'm a popular, popular monster
我是为世人所恨的怪物。