when the hospital was my home-Powfu/Rxseboy

[00:00.000] 作词 : Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs [00:01.000] 作曲 : Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs [00:06.261]Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
我能感受到风从我左耳边拂过 [00:09.386]Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here
犹如你对我轻声细语 可你并不在我身旁 [00:13.007]Life is slow, sleepin’ 12 hours a day, ayy
生活过得很慢 一天睡十二个小时 [00:15.953]Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same
自从做完手术后 我就不再如往昔了 [00:19.077]I'm sick and it sucks, my friends barely visit
就算我生病了 我朋友也很少来看望我 这真是糟糕啊 [00:21.779]Every week that goes by and I’m feelin' more distant
一周一周过去了 我也与他们愈渐疏远 [00:25.457]Try so many times, tryna chip away my fear
我试过很多次 想将内心恐惧驱散 [00:28.726]Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years
当我忧伤地忆起我们这青春岁月 我祈祷着 [00:31.795]First night that you kissed me, cuddle watchin' Disney
你将我亲吻的初夜 我们相拥看迪士尼 [00:35.053]Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
如今我在夜里等待一条你想念我的短信 [00:38.868]Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
你站在我身旁的每一刻都如此幸福 [00:42.071]We didn't see this coming, it’s okay to say goodbye
我们也没料到这样的结果 说再见也无妨 [00:46.051]It’s okay to say goodbye
说再见也无妨 [00:49.234]But I hate saying goodbyes
但我不愿道别 [00:52.298]Would you stay here longer?
你是否能驻足久些呢 [00:55.315]Sorry I'm not stronger
不好意思 我内心并不强大 [00:57.450]Speak to me with honesty, it’s harder than we thought it'd be
请对我坦诚相待 如今的情况比我们想象中更糟糕 [01:00.692]Tell it to me straight, ayy, I don't want no "probably"
对我直话直说吧 我不想听到不确定的答案 [01:03.832]Tell me when you're tired ’cause I'm gettin' tired too
当你厌倦了就告诉我 因为我也累了 [01:07.139]The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue
雨下得更猛烈 天空不再那般湛蓝 [01:10.312]Pills for my breakfast, promisin' it'll heal me
早餐吃几片药 应该能将我治愈吧 [01:13.543]Hangin' out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling
跟着医生出去散心 盯着天花板 [01:16.692]My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
我最喜欢周一 因为你回来看望我 [01:19.828]Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy
我多么希望你能呆久点 但我这样这并非易事 [01:23.581]Yeah, I was excited for that concert
我因为这场演唱会激动好久了 [01:26.312]Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?
告诉我 他们在你新匡威上签字了吗 [01:30.592]I don't wanna let go when we hug
当我们紧紧相依 我不愿再松开怀抱 [01:32.589]The thing worst in dying is losing who you love
提及死亡 最怕失去挚爱之人 [01:37.178]It's okay to say goodbye
说再见也无妨 [01:40.336]But I hate saying goodbyes
但我不愿道别 [01:43.432]Would you stay here longer?
你是否能驻足久些呢 [01:46.434]Sorry I'm not stronger
不好意思 我内心并不强大 [01:48.648]Noticed all the pain you had deal with
医生说你所面临的病痛 [01:50.987]Was sick of all the doctors lying sayin' that you heal quick
都会被快速医治 [01:54.344]Spend a couple days since you left sayin' it hurts
你离开后 我诉苦了好几天 [01:57.367]Your girl just called me said she's pregnant and that would've been my first
你的女孩给我打电话了 她说她怀孕了 [02:00.253]So shocked when she told me
当她告诉我的时候 那可是我第一次那么震惊 [02:02.139]Why didn't she tell you?
她为何没告诉你 [02:03.757]She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through
她认为你失信了 你将离开这个世界 [02:06.892]You always talked about her, you were ready for a son
你总是谈论她 看样子是准备要个孩子了 [02:09.769]Now he'll be watchin' over him, free of pain
他也将无条件呵护那个孩子 免受伤痛干扰 [02:12.366]Know that one day he'll look up and feel your love
终有一天 他将抬起头 感受你浓烈爱意 [02:19.857]When I get to heaven I will wait for you
当我抵达天堂 我将等候你的到来 [02:23.416]Sorry for the things that I put you through
很抱歉让你经历这么多麻烦 [02:26.500]You had to watch me flatline, wishin' that was bad time
你只得这般低沉地看着我 希望还未到那时候