Cauterize-As I Lay Dying

[00:01.250]Cauterize -As I Lay Dying [00:14.156]The truth of my heart [00:16.276]Is like a repressed tale [00:22.590]A censored and silenced story [00:26.770]Repression or restraint [00:30.830]It is a delicate balance [00:35.70]Between bleeding out what will make me drown [00:39.250]And closing in what I cannot afford to spill [00:44.360]Either way [00:47.680]I must cauterize [00:49.500]Cauterize the open wound [00:51.810]I'm caught between the feeling [00:54.970]Of being pulled apart [00:57.530]Or stuffed into a cell [01:00.220]I'm caught between the feeling [01:03.210]Of being pulled apart [01:05.710]Or stuffed into a cell [01:16.873]And if these are the only options [01:20.993]This will be always be hell [01:23.410]Never ending [01:25.430]Though I still may be breathing [01:29.360]There is no quality of life [01:33.340]So I choose to risk it all for you [01:37.650]For you to be by my side [01:41.830]I'm caught between the feeling [01:45.260]Of being pulled apart [01:47.570]Or stuffed into a cell [01:50.250]I'm caught between the feeling [01:53.310]Of being pulled apart [01:55.680]Or stuffed into a cell [02:06.909]A crowd is easy to deceive [02:11.349]But now I am a patient on the table [02:23.949]I'll give you the knife [02:28.09]Cut away as you see fit [02:53.322]Just promise me the patience [02:57.192]To wait for me to heal [03:01.160]I'm caught between the feeling [03:04.350]Of being pulled apart [03:06.910]Or stuffed into a cell [03:09.530]I'm caught between the feeling [03:12.650]Of being pulled apart [03:15.210]Or stuffed into a cell [03:22.330]I'm caught between the feeling [03:29.320]Of being pulled apart [03:31.940]Or stuffed into a cell