complex-Katie Gregson-MacLeod

[00:00.000] 作词 : Katie Gregson-MacLeod [00:01.000] 作曲 : Katie Gregson-MacLeod [00:14.198]I'm twenty-one
正值二十一岁 [00:16.443]The edge is razor thin
日子过得如履薄冰 [00:18.949]Between being numb and feeling everything
时而麻木无感 时而又被一草一木裹挟 [00:24.191]Good days only serve as relief again
美好的日子 只会再次成为解脱 [00:29.534] [00:33.032]Now I'm watching as I waste away my days
此刻化身座上客 眼看着自己虚度光阴 [00:39.003]And then it's a cross dissolve
光阴虚过 淡进淡出 [00:45.748]It's a scene I've played before
旧日一幕 似曾相识 [00:52.503]And the leading role that I thought I'd hold
天真以为 主角由我出演 [00:57.254]Doesn't listen to me anymore
我的听众却已不再 [01:02.004] [01:03.482]But I'm wearing his boxers
而我穿着他的内裤 [01:06.485]I'm being a good wife
努力做个贤妻良母 [01:08.731]We won't be together
这辈子有缘无分 [01:11.228]But maybe the next life
但或许来生能再续前缘 [01:13.732]I need him like water
我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水 [01:16.227]He lives on a landslide
他栖在摇摇欲坠的悬崖之上 [01:18.734]I cry in his bathroom
他的浴室里 我泪流满面 [01:21.230]He turns off the big light
他熄了那盏明晃晃的灯 [01:23.735]I'm being a cool girl
我竭力不露声色 做个洒脱的酷妞(出自Gillian Flynn的Gone Girl) [01:26.231]I'm keeping it so tight
紧攥的双手却率先摊了牌 [01:28.727]I carry him home
我送他回家 [01:30.731]While my friends have a good night
而我的朋友却都有个美好的夜晚 [01:33.978]I need him like water
我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水 [01:36.233]He thinks that I'm alright
他却觉得我没什么大碍 [01:38.979]I'm not feeling human
我逐渐超脱于世俗的情结 [01:41.485]I think he's a good guy
玫瑰色滤镜加持下 我想他是个好人 [01:43.738] [01:44.665]But it's complex
可千头万绪 怎能理清 [01:47.170]It's a complex
救世主情结 难以释怀 [01:55.860] [01:56.361]Triangular
卡普曼戏剧三角(即受害者 迫害者与拯救者) [01:58.607]I can see them now
此刻三者的关系 已然明朗 [02:00.862]Three points at which I let myself down
我足足让自己失望了三次 [02:05.863]I was just a girl
我就是个普通女孩 [02:08.109]What's the excuse now?
哪来的什么借口? [02:15.614]Too regular
这种关系 [02:17.860]This pattern
稀松平常 [02:19.364]I've been taking shelter in reaching new highs
我一直在寻求庇护 为寻求新的刺激 [02:25.107]When I was nineteen
记得十九岁时 [02:27.110]I wanted to die
我曾想过一了百了 [02:31.360] [02:33.606]Now I just want to kill you
而今我只想把你了结 [02:36.112]But I don't want to paint you the victim
却不愿将你描绘成受害者 [02:43.361]And I talk a good game
我的口才 足以颠倒黑白 [02:45.864]I'd die for just the promise you'd listen
只要你肯做我的听众 我就愿赴死 [02:50.865] [02:51.608]But I'm wearing his boxers
而我穿着他的内裤 [02:54.614]I'm being a good wife
努力做个贤妻良母 [02:56.860]We won't be together
这辈子有缘无分 [02:59.365]But maybe the next life
但或许来生能再续前缘 [03:01.609]I need him like water
我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水 [03:03.864]He lives on a landslide
他栖在摇摇欲坠的悬崖之上 [03:06.611]I cry in his bathroom
他的浴室里 我泪流满面 [03:08.857]He turns off the big light
他熄了那盏明晃晃的灯 [03:11.361]I'm being a cool girl
我竭力不露声色 做个洒脱的酷妞 [03:13.858]I'm keeping it so tight
紧攥的双手却率先摊了牌 [03:16.118]I carry him home
我送他回家 [03:17.857]While my friends have a good night
而我的朋友却都有个美好的夜晚 [03:20.863]I need him like water
我多么离不开他 可他是捧留不住的水 [03:23.359]He thinks that I'm alright
他却觉得我没什么大碍 [03:26.115]I'm not feeling human
我逐渐超脱于世俗的情结 [03:28.611]I think he's a good guy
玫瑰色滤镜加持下 我想他是个好人 [03:31.607] [03:32.085]But it's complex
可千头万绪 怎能理清 [03:34.832]It's a complex
救世主情结 难以释怀 [03:42.329]It's a complex
实在难以释怀 [03:44.834]I'm a complex
只道是身在此山中