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[00:02.00]Watching muscles ache from the stress in your back
后背的肌肉扭曲的疼痛颤栗着 我也只是观看 [00:05.38]Waiting for bones to break from the weight of what you lack.
骨头从失去所有的分量中断裂 我也只能等待 [00:08.77]I would spend all my time helping you find truth,
我愿穷尽我一生的时间帮你找到真理 [00:12.15]And it really cuts like a knife knowing I can't save you.
然而现实真像一把锋利的刀啊 明知道我不能将你拯救 [00:15.68]Because saying goodbye hurts the worst when you know it's the final word
因为当你知道最后的一句话是道别 那样真的很受伤 [00:19.86]It comes across like a curse and I can't believe you said it first
再见就像一句诅咒盘踞人的身心 我真的难以相信是你先开了口 [00:25.24]So now the final word on the final page
这最后一页里的最后一句话 [00:28.02]of the final chapter of this narrative we made
属于我们的故事的最后一章 [00:31.06]Is my weak conscious whispering words through my mouth,
我脑海里模糊的意识 口中呢喃呓语 [00:34.89]the very words I prayed would never come out.
我想着我祈祷的每一句都不会实现吧 [00:38.28]I kept clinging onto the past and hoped the future would be the same,
我一直不敢放手过去 我希望我的未来能够像从前一样 [00:43.25]We would cry and laugh knowing the past would not remain
我们哭也好笑也罢过去都成为了永远 [00:47.44]And I would argue with God, every night I would lie awake
我宁愿与上帝争论让他还我幸福 每个夜里就让我醒着做梦吧 [00:52.80]And lie to myself, hoping all of this was fake.
一切都是我自己骗自己 多希望都不是真的 [00:56.62]Because I got a new perspective on general anesthetics
因为是我麻痹着自己 [01:00.35]When you finally went to see Jesus,
当你最后去上帝那也报到 [01:02.64]and all your family learned how to believe in a void,
你所有的家人才会相信什么是虚无 [01:06.32]because that's all that they could see in us.
因为那就是他们在我们身上看见的 [01:09.61]Cigarette smoke and broken words,
断断续续的烟 断断续续的语言 [01:12.35]My heard became the platform for everything they hated the most,
我的心似乎成了众矢之的 [01:16.48]And I stayed clear of the lack,
我清醒的知道还欠缺什么 [01:18.67]Hoping somebody would come by and cut this rope.
希望有个人从我身边走过切断这勒住我的绳索 [01:22.45]Your apartment got so empty when you moved to that city with the streets of gold
当你走在灯火辉煌的大街 你的家里空无一人 [01:27.87]And I know what you meant when you said this room can grow so terribly cold
我明白当你说孤独的房间会滋生寒冷的恐惧 [01:34.35]And I wrestled with the idea of taking your place,
我多想给你温暖我做着激烈的斗争 [01:38.28]But I know that if anyone deserves a break from this world of pain,
但是我明白并不是每个人都能从疼痛中可以歇息 [01:43.36]It's you, it's not me.
那个人只能是你 并不是我 [01:49.73]And I'm still asleep.
我沉睡在这美好的梦里 [02:12.82]It's not about being there for me, it's about respecting me enough
这无关你为我做什么 只是给我尊重 [02:17.28]to tell me why you're not.
告诉我为什么你做不到呢 [02:19.17]So I'll just slip back into my sleep,
我还是回到我的梦里吧 [02:21.61]There's a demon in my casket and I think that we've fallen in love,
我的棺材里有一个恶魔 我想那时候我们已经相爱 [02:26.19]and most nights, I wish it was you.
而无数的夜里 我希望那是你