Car Crash-Hotel Books

[00:01.63]It was problematic at best to perceive existence with a myopic lens I embedded into myself
最好用我自己嵌入的近视镜来感知存在是不确定的 [00:07.45]My lack of gestures limited the effectiveness of my delivery and all she begged for was deliverance
我的无法言语，限制了我表达的有效性，她乞求的不过是解脱 [00:13.08]Just soft, eloquent passages that provided closure. Not answers, just closure
却被终止于温柔动人的章节。没有答案，只是寻求解脱。 [00:19.17]And I somehow fashioned together an array of broken glass that looked enough like a vase that it would pass
不知何故我把一大堆破碎的玻璃组合起来，它看上去就像个花瓶 [00:23.86]And she would find a way to keep her roses watered and alive again, when deep down I was broken
她会找到一种方法让她的玫瑰复活，但事实上我已经支离破碎了 [00:28.80]Prized among the lacklustre thieves immune to pain but pain by immunity
死气沉沉的盗贼虽无视痛苦 却因免疫痛苦而痛苦 [00:34.16]She beckoned me and she lessened me because no other love would accommodate my blind fold so easily
她示意我放松下来，因为别无其他的人能够包容我的轻率盲目和频繁的失败 [00:40.79]And I was afraid of change, but I was afraid of not changing
我害怕改变，更害怕一成不变 [00:46.66]I was afraid of change, but I was afraid of not changing
我恐惧变化，更恐惧毫无变化 [00:51.74]Then a quick flood of blood infecting my brain, dashboard you, dashboard blank slate
接着涌出的血液侵染了我的大脑，吞噬了你，填满了过去的空白 [00:58.91]My narrow lens no longer mattered, no longer weighed in and neither did your fear, or your insecurities, or your smile
我狭隘的看法不再重要，我不再去权衡它，没有你的恐惧，也没有你的不安和你的微笑 [01:06.63]Because in three seconds fate circumvented a concrete divider, followed by seven seconds of nervous prayer, nervous cursing, nervous something
在三秒内灾难绕过一个有形的隔阂，其次是七秒焦躁的祈祷，不安的诅咒，和某些紧张的事 [01:15.64]As poisonous as the snake it came from the oppression presented on my God forsaken lies limited it even more
来自我被遗弃的压迫像毒蛇一样有毒，被愈加限制 [01:21.86]Followed by seven seconds of promising myself if I survived I would stop bargaining I would stop pushing off effort in exchange for more time, I would stop neglecting civil spiritual and personal duties or promises, which ever it may be, neither seemed likely at that point
随后的七秒钟我承诺，如果我幸存下来，我会停止讨价还价，我将不再付出努力，来换取更多的时间，我会不再忽视宗教和个人职责或承诺，无论我会不会活下来，现在看起来也不是时候 [01:36.35]Followed by two seconds, the longest two seconds I've ever experienced of lying to myself, lying to my God and lying to you
接下来的两秒钟是我所经历的最长的两秒钟，我对自己撒谎，对上帝撒谎，并对你撒谎 [01:44.31]The words "I love you" seemed so broken and so inaccurate and the words "I promise" seem so trite and so distant.
一句“我爱你”仿佛已经逝去，不准确的一句“我保证”似乎如此遥远，如此淡漠。 [01:50.58]But so foolish a passenger caught up in this accident, nothing mattered beyond the fact that I was damaged and I was hurting physically
但愚蠢的乘客赶上了事故，没有什么比事实更重要的东西，我被摧毁，我的肉体承受着痛苦 [01:58.00]Yet somehow I found the strength to thank my God I was a survivor and that's when I heard the fate of the driver
然而不知何故，当我听到司机的命运时我仍然感谢上帝，我是一个幸存者 [02:04.86]Three seconds later, closure, not answers. Just closure.
三秒过后，结束，没有答案。只有终结。 [02:09.19]Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended, I love you
如同灵魂升起一般迷失在残骸中，我爱你 [02:13.32]Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended, I love you
作为一个灵魂的扬升在残骸中迷失，我爱你 [02:16.86]And every day I wish we could trade places; because you were the first person that loved me in any real way, and now I stand six feet above where you lay
每一天我都希望我们交换位置，因为你是第一个真正爱我的人，现在我站在离你躺着的地方六英尺的地表上 [02:31.84]And if I get one thing right in this life I pray that it'll be sharing love with everybody, the same love that you shared with me.
如果我这辈子有一件事是正确的，那就是像其他人一样拥有爱，你给我的和其他人一样的爱。 [02:57.32]You call me down here and I hear your voice and the sound of my heart breaking and I pray to god you're still awake
你在这里呼唤我，我听到你的声音和我心碎的声音，我向上帝祈祷你仍然活着 [03:29.74]And I taught myself how to forget that sometimes life will try to convince you there's a such thing as regret
我教会自己如何去忽视生活有时会试图说服你有许多这样遗憾的事情 [03:42.71]But I found it to be a lie, the same lie I found when I looked in your eyes after it was said and done
但我发现这是一个谎言，同样的谎言，当它发生后我注视着你的眼睛时 [03:56.09]Scream hallelujah until you come alive, the devil came for our lungs but he left with our love
我尖叫着哈利路亚直到你活过来，魔鬼来取走了我们的肺，但他留下了我们的爱 [04:14.76]Scream hallelujah until you come alive, I inhaled this world for so long that I tore out my lungs
尖叫着哈利路亚直到你活过来，我涉世这么久，以至于我撕碎了我的肺