Empty-Olivia O'Brien

[00:00.00] 作词 : Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth [00:01.00] 作曲 : Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth [00:07.98]I can't handle these pressures
我被压得喘不过气 [00:10.08]All I can say is this stress hurts
只能说被伤透了身心 [00:12.02]Things are supposed to get better
坚信一切都会好起来 [00:13.97]I just need to put myself first
看来我应该把自己放在第一位 [00:16.07]I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart
每次我总是用尽全力让自己不分崩离析 [00:19.92]This energy's killin' my vibes now
火热的气氛好像激发了我的热情 [00:22.09]Sometimes I just wanna to drown out
有些时候我就想这样沉沦下去 [00:24.56]All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time
无限的思绪在那一刻涌来 [00:27.95]I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die
明明想放空自己，但生活总是这样事与愿违 [00:33.57]That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
对这就是事实，别拿假话来安慰我 [00:37.74]Yeah, I'm messed up but I don't want to be
我现在乱成一团，就算我本不想这样 [00:40.67]I Wonder if I'm good enough
我想知道是否我已经足够好 [00:42.20]But maybe I've had just too much
我想也许 [00:44.20]To drink, to smoke, to swallow
我只是太过放纵自己 [00:46.43]I'm drowning up my sorrows
榨干自己的悲伤 [00:48.28]There's rules I'll never follow
有些条条框框我从未遵守 [00:50.39]Pretend there's no tomorrow
假装今天就是末日 [00:54.22]I wish there was no tomorrow
希望今天就是末日 [00:56.22]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
是的我的心早已空空如也 [01:00.27]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的必要，但又惧怕死亡 [01:04.31]Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
没错我早已心如死灰 [01:08.34]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的力气，但又没有去死的决心 [01:20.53]Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty
忘记这一切，我还不会那么空虚 [01:24.55]I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
那些败絮其中的东西能不能不要那么诱人 [01:26.57]But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up
明知会把自己搞成一团糟，最后还是无法抗拒 [01:30.64]I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
我想抽身，但我已陷入太深 [01:32.81]So all I can do is fill up my cup
只能盛满面前的酒杯 [01:34.77]And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
我希望能安静地独处一会 [01:38.13]That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
我知道了所有事实，所以别企图安慰我了 [01:42.29]Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be
我现在乱成一团，就算我本不想这样 [01:44.77]I wonder if I'm good enough
我想知道是否我已经足够好 [01:46.70]But maybe I've had just too much
我想也许 [01:48.65]To drink, to smoke, to swallow
我只是太过放纵自己 [01:50.72]I'm drowning up my sorrows
榨干自己的悲伤 [01:52.70]There's rules I'll never follow
有些条条框框我从未遵守 [01:54.78]Pretend there's no tomorrow
假装今天就是末日 [01:58.73]I wish there was no tomorrow
希望今天就是末日 [02:00.78]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我早已感受不到喜怒哀乐 [02:04.80]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的必要，但又惧怕死亡 [02:08.85]Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我的心里空无一物，了无生机 [02:10.85]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的力气，但又没有去死的决心 [02:25.84]My body's shaking
肢体颤抖 [02:27.61]My head is aching
头部疼痛 [02:29.24]It feels like my heart is breaking
我听到我心脏碎片落地的声音 [02:33.74]My body's shaking
身体在晃动 [02:35.62]My head is aching
脑袋在剧痛 [02:37.56]I can't fix this mess I'm making
我已无力承受自己搞出的破事 [02:44.08]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
我的心早已空空如也 [02:48.26]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的必要，但又惧怕死亡 [02:52.24]Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
我的心里空无一物，了无生机 [02:56.28]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die
没有活下去的力气，但又没有去死的决心 [03:01.31]