Going Through Changes-Eminem

[00:00.00] 作词 : Ozzy Osbourne/William Ward/T. Butler/Anthony Frank Iommi/Eminem/E. Haynie [00:01.00] 作曲 : Ozzy Osbourne/William Ward/T. Butler/Anthony Frank Iommi/Eminem/E. Haynie [00:05.84]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [00:14.20]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [00:20.65] [00:20.93]Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delf like Philly,
最近我总感觉像费城的瘾君子般沉沦 [00:24.86]I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
感觉逐渐失去自我控制 我真诚地 [00:27.56]I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining,
道歉若这些倾诉听起来像无病呻吟 [00:30.96]But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
但生活不断复杂化 而我正在考虑 [00:32.96]On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
今夜就离开这个世界 连我的女儿们 [00:36.22]Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
都看出我的悲痛 我试图隐藏 [00:38.08]But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
却无能为力 为何装作不可一世 [00:40.68]When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
内心却濒临崩溃 终于明白我需要帮助 [00:44.12]I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
独自无法承受 两周来情绪起伏 [00:48.15]Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
经历高峰低谷 犹豫不决地 [00:50.35]Around with the idea, of ending the ***t right here.
考虑着 是否该在此刻结束一切 [00:53.77]I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
憎恶镜中倒影 在屋里与镜子搏斗 [00:57.60]I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
厌恶自己模样 臃肿又如何 [01:01.59]I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
唯一让我恐惧的 只有海莉 [01:04.38]I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
害怕闭眼就会看见她的身影 [01:07.25]***t..
该死.. [01:07.56] [01:07.82]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [01:15.60]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [01:20.04] [01:22.36]I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
将自己锁在卧室浴室 正午昏睡 [01:25.28]Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
老爸情绪暴躁 总是对你厉声呵斥 [01:27.98]Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,
马歇尔你怎么了 药丸成瘾戒不掉 [01:31.03]And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
水平下滑严重 粉丝都在嘲笑你 [01:33.57]It become a problem you're too ***** to tackle, get up,
问题严重你却懦弱逃避 站起来 [01:36.50]Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this ***t handled.
像个男人 真汉子早该处理好这些 [01:39.63]Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
知道你刚经历心碎打击 [01:42.03]They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
他们说Proof突然失控开枪走火 [01:44.67]Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
不 这不像Doody的作风 [01:46.99]He wouldn't ******' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
他绝不会对人开枪 总是先动手 [01:49.93]But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
但沉溺回忆只会让长夜更难熬 [01:51.68]Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills.
现在我吞着维柯丁 帕考西汀和美沙酮 [01:54.75]Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,
这段verse很炸 你超常发挥 [01:56.76]******' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",
毒贩们像应声虫般围着我转 [01:59.46]And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,
对我言听计从 [02:03.04]It's in their best interest to protect their inves**ent.
保护他们的投资是他们的利益所在 [02:05.85]And I just lost my ******' best friend, so **** it, I guess then...
而我刚失去挚友 所以去他妈的... [02:07.95] [02:09.46]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [02:16.95]Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
不知经历着什么 但蜕变持续发生... [02:24.07] [02:24.49]My friends just can't understand this new me,
朋友们无法理解现在的我 [02:26.45]That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
这很正常 但想想你也会崩溃 [02:29.14]You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
若被困在名声牢笼像动物园展品 [02:33.53]And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,
被众人围观 你还能指望我怎样 [02:36.52]I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
开始像隐士般生活 真相是 [02:39.26]Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
名声给了我堕落的借口 [02:42.65]I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
独自在家看首巡演的DVD [02:46.58]Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
上次巡演时他还活着 [02:49.35]And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
快进伤痛 安眠药能让我好受些 [02:52.79]And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
若深夜仍清醒 [02:55.23]I just take a couple more, yeah you're mother******' right,
就再吞几颗 你说得对 [02:57.98]I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
我不会为任何人放慢脚步 即将抵达终点 [03:00.78]Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,
近乎昏迷 兄弟别转头看 [03:03.50]Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
爸爸别离开我 你要撑住 [03:06.66]****, don't I know the sound of that voice,
该死 我怎会听不出那声音 [03:08.70]Yeah baby hold me down.
宝贝抱紧我 [03:10.06] [03:10.69]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [03:18.14]Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
不知经历着什么 但蜕变持续发生... [03:25.31] [03:26.28]Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
在医院醒来 插满管子却顽强存活 [03:29.77]Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
发誓归来时将刀枪不入 [03:31.84]I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
为Proof而战 有些事实必须说明 [03:34.60]Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
可能再没机会说出真相 [03:37.39]***t it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
突然想到若我没能撑过来 [03:40.16]I think about the things I would never got to say to you,
那些永远来不及对你说的话 [03:42.87]I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
永远无法弥补 所以此刻我要 [03:45.76]Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,
海莉这首歌给你 还有惠特妮与阿莱娜 [03:48.52]I still love your mother, that'll never change,
依然爱你母亲 永不改变 [03:50.74]Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
每天思念 只是我们无法重修旧好 [03:53.91]Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
多希望有更好的表达方式 [03:56.39]But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.
但我发誓愿为她付出一切 [03:59.72]There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
太多事情难以解释 祸不单行 [04:02.53]Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
但愿世间没有痛苦 [04:05.30]But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
但无法假装不存在 我不归咎任何人 [04:08.13]I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.
天堂知道世上从无圣人 [04:10.95]I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
感觉我们白白浪费了过往 [04:13.64]But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,
但今天看着你的照片 几乎不忍承认 [04:16.47]I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
我潜意识里想念你 遗憾如此收场 [04:19.28]But I just had to get away, don't know why,
只是必须离开 不知为何 [04:20.35]I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..
不知还能说什么 我想我... [04:23.50] [04:23.94]I'm going through changes
我正在经历蜕变 [04:30.19]Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
不知经历着什么 但蜕变持续发生... [04:39.29] [04:47.48]Eminem - Going Through Changes
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