this is me trying-Taylor Swift

[00:00.000] 作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff [00:01.000] 作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff [00:28.951]I’ve been having a hard time adjusting
我曾历经了断艰难的适应期 [00:32.274]I had the shiniest wheels
我本拥有最耀眼的齿轮 [00:34.513]Now they’re rusting
可如今却锈迹斑斑 [00:35.701]I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back
我并不知晓 倘若我重新奔赴于你 你是否还在乎 [00:39.182]I have a lot of regrets about that
因为我已无尽悔恨与懊恼 [00:42.803]Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
将车停靠路旁 给守望人保管 [00:46.242]Could’ve followed my fears all the way down
沿路来 它伴随着我内心的恐惧行驶着 [00:49.836]And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
或许我并不知道自己该说些什么 [00:52.837]But I’m here in your doorway
但如今我就站立于你的家门口 [00:55.102]I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道 [00:58.279]That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着 [01:01.834]I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道 [01:05.342]That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着 [01:25.434]They told me all of my cages were mental
他们曾告诉我 我的心灵被监牢羁绊 [01:28.637]So I got wasted like all my potential
所以我将无限机遇荒废 [01:32.221]And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad
当我勃然大怒时 我言语便咄咄逼人 [01:35.723]I have a lot of regrets about that
我也因此心怀无尽悔恨与懊恼 [01:39.167]I was so ahead of the curve
我已遥遥领先 [01:41.162]The curve became a sphere
却最终回到了起点 [01:43.064]Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
被同学们遗忘于脑后 我终是止步于此 [01:46.448]Pouring out my heart to a stranger
全心皆尽向一个陌路人吐露 [01:49.077]But I didn’t pour the whiskey
但我却并未为他斟满威士忌 [01:51.638]I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道 [01:54.593]That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着 [01:58.421]I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道 [02:01.595]That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着 [02:06.090]At least I’m trying
至少我也正努力着 [02:21.218]And it’s hard to be at a party
倘若我感觉自己犹如无遮蔽的伤疤 [02:23.839]When I feel like an open wound
对于我而言 派对无需多提 [02:25.589]It’s hard to be anywhere these days
这段时间 外出闲逛也是如此艰巨 [02:28.094]When all I want is you
当我唯独渴望得到的只有你 [02:29.077]You’re a flashback in a film reel
你就犹如电影胶片里的闪回场景 [02:30.834]On the one screen in my town...
投影于我心灵镇的屏幕上 [02:33.290]And I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道 [02:37.043]That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着 [02:40.960]I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道 [02:43.973]That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着 [02:48.425]At least I’m trying
至少我也正努力着 [02:56.518]Written by Taylor Swift and Jack Antonoff [02:56.847]© 2020 TASRM Publishing, administered by Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI), [02:57.218]Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI) [02:57.563]All Rights Reserved. Used By Permission. [02:57.825]Produced by Jack Antonoff and Taylor Swift [02:58.107]Recorded by Laura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA), Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio [02:58.373](Brooklyn, NY) and Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording [02:58.627](Los Angeles, CA) Assistant Engineering by John Rooney and Jon Sher [02:58.890]Mixed by Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA) Engineered by John Hanes [02:59.144]Mastered by Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY) [02:59.383]Live Drums, Percussion, Programming, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Organ, Bass, Background Vocals by Jack [02:59.594]Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway [02:59.812]Recording (Los Angeles, CA) [03:00.057]Saxophones, Keyboards by Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME) [03:00.358]Strings by Bobby Hawk, recorded by Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY)