Castle on a Cloud-Angel Haze

[00:05.454] For you,hey,alright, look [00:13.673] I story to tell her ,pennies into a wishing well [00:16.767] See it's hard to cope with a kiss [00:18.951] That you can't tell in a word [00:20.334] That you can't spell in a victim, who can't yell [00:22.983] And they under your ******* nose [00:24.539] With a sickness you can't smell [00:25.957] And the problem is that you really crying for help [00:29.290] Nobody out there can hear you [00:30.780] It's like they silent **** yell [00:32.367] It started when he was 7 [00:34.011] Continued to when he was 12 [00:35.519] And in the middle of the night [00:36.984] Found another man than himself [00:38.665] But this man was confused, this man was abused [00:41.931] See this man was a tool [00:43.421] To the sickness that he let loose [00:44.859] In fact didn't he abuse , molested and he abused [00:47.946] To the person that he affected was lesser than finna shoes [00:51.336] Damn,he affected the chance to choose [00:54.502] He never gave him an option [00:55.959] He told him what to believe [00:57.520] But never gave him a doctrine [00:59.609] Now little boy bloom, he's just like you [01:02.627] Sick in the head can't die but he'd like too [01:05.962] Damn,same dreams every night too [01:08.985] Screams every night too [01:10.420] Thinks that he's like you [01:11.923] Says every single day there's new demons inside you [01:15.059] They scream and they fight you [01:16.632] They scream to remind you [01:18.148] Of all the ******* pains still breathing inside you [01:21.798] And they give a million reason to die too [01:24.893] But nobody ever sees what's inside you [01:27.666] I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too [01:31.176] I met a girl once ,went through the same thing [01:34.154] She told me **** happens, but things change [01:37.573] Things change, she told me all this pain [01:40.565] Don't mean change, you gotta take it and remake it ' [01:43.814] Til it means strenght, [01:45.271] But I ain't strong enough, [01:46.532] I don't think [01:47.268] I'm strong enough [01:48.218] Why me man [01:49.430] I wasn't even old enough [01:51.121] I wasn't strong enough, wasn't even bold enough [01:54.419] Would've told my mom but that **** would've torn her up [01:57.668] And she was torn enough, and he was mister perfect [02:00.710] And now it's trivial [02:02.205] I guess I was just ******* worthless [02:04.819] I just want you to know how much it hurt me [02:08.080] Because of you [02:08.781] I feel like [02:09.599] I'm not a person [02:10.336] So I sit here with this blade in my hand [02:12.932] I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man [02:15.902] And it's so loud, [02:18.628] I wanna ******* scream but [02:20.394] I don't know how [02:21.772] I wanna let it go, but [02:23.553] I don't how [02:30.326] Yes, it's so loud, [02:33.047] I wanna let it go but [02:34.635] I don't know how [02:37.243] It's so loud, [02:38.850] I wanna let it go but [02:40.708] I don't know how [02:42.159] I wanna ******* scream but it won't come out [02:45.151] Tried to escape but there ain't no out [02:48.417] Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud [02:51.601] Castle on a cloud, [02:52.983] Never going up , never getting out,never coming down [02:57.734] Castle on a cloud, [02:59.369] Never going up , never getting out,never coming down [03:06.130] For you