Open-The Cure

[01:17.518]I really don't know what I'm doing here
我实际上并不知道我在干什么 [01:20.810]I really think I should've gone to bed tonight
今晚本来应该回去睡觉的 [01:26.635]but just one drink
但是有人让我喝一杯 [01:27.837]and there're some people to meet you “
有些人来见你， [01:30.658]I think that you'll like them
我觉得你会喜欢他们的。” [01:32.304]I have to say we do“
我不得不说，荣幸之至。 [01:34.472]and I promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go
我保证至少一个小时以内我们是很乐意的。” [01:43.144]Now why don't I just get you another “
为什么你不见见其他人呢？ [01:46.122]while you just say hello
你只要打个招呼就好， [01:50.380]yeah just say hello...
只要说“你好”就行了” [02:04.304]So I'm clutching it tight
我紧紧地抓着它， [02:05.975]another glass in my hand
抓着我手中的另一杯酒 [02:08.326]And my mouth and the smiles moving up as I stand up
我站起来，做出笑脸 [02:12.793]too close and too wide
太近了，又太广阔了 [02:14.674]and the smiles are too bright
他们的笑容都如此灿烂 [02:16.790]and I breathe in too deep
我深深地吸了一口气 [02:19.011]and my head's getting light
头脑轻飘飘的 [02:21.022]But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
但是空气越来越沉重粘稠 [02:24.757]and I'm starting to sway
我开始左摇右晃 [02:30.060]And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
我的肩膀被各个不知名的人搭上 [02:33.456]and they won't go away
他们不放过我 [02:37.662]So here I go，here I go again...
我只好再来一次 [02:43.357]Falling into strangers and it's only just eleven
跳入陌生人堆里，这才11点钟啊 [02:47.066]and I'm staring like a child until someone slips me heaven
我像个孩子一样盯着看，直到有人把我推进天堂 [02:51.350]and I take it on my knees just like a thousand times before
我跪在地上，就像以前一千次做过的那样 [02:55.660]and I get transfixed that fixed
我脑中一团乱麻 [03:00.885]and I’m just looking at the floor
只好盯着地板 [03:05.326]just looking at the floor
盯着地板 [03:09.688]yeah I look at the floor...
盯着地板 [03:14.730] [03:32.127]And I’m starting to laugh
我开始大笑 [03:33.930]like an animal in pain
如同痛苦的动物 [03:36.046]And I’ve got blood on my hands
我的双手沾满鲜血 [03:38.109]And I’ve got hands in my brain
脑中只有各种各样的手 [03:40.695]And the first short retch leaves me gasping for more
第一次短暂的呕吐让我喘不过气来 [03:45.058]And I stagger over screaming on my way to the floor
我摇摇晃晃地尖叫着砸向地板 [03:48.820]And I’m back on my back
又挣扎着重新站起来 [03:50.935]With the lights and the lies in my eyes
眼前是迷乱的光线和谎言 [03:57.440]And the colour and the music's too loud
色彩令人头晕目眩，音乐声震耳欲聋 [04:00.522]And my head's all the wrong size
我的脑袋里乱七八糟 [04:05.616]So here I go，here I go again...
我又要再一次表演了…… [04:10.344]yeah I laugh and I jump
大笑，跳跃 [04:12.408]and I sing and I laugh
歌唱，大笑 [04:14.628]and I dance and I laugh
舞动，大笑 [04:16.588]and I laugh and I laugh
狂笑，狂笑 [04:18.808]and I can't seem to think
不能思考 [04:20.976]where this is
这里是哪？ [04:22.047]who I am
我是谁？ [04:23.197]why I’m keeping this going
我在干嘛？ [04:25.548]keep pouring it out
不断宣泄 [04:28.055]keep pouring it down
继续呕吐 [04:30.328]keeping it going
继续吧 [04:32.026]keep pouring it down
让这糜烂的一切继续 [04:34.455]And the way the rain comes down hard
大雨砸落地面的样子 [04:38.400]that's the way I feel inside...
就是我内心的感受 [04:44.173] [04:59.637]I can't take it anymore
我再也受不了了 [05:02.224]this is I’ve become
这就是我已经变成的样子 [05:04.157]this is it like I get
这就是我得到的一切 [05:06.037]when my life's going numb
我的生活日益麻木 [05:08.127]I just keep moving my mouth
嘴巴机械张合 [05:10.217]I just keep moving my feet
脚步麻木移动 [05:12.281]I say I’m loving you to death
我说，我爱你至死不渝 [05:14.580]like I’m losing my breath
就像是我正在失去呼吸 [05:16.669]and all the smiles that I wear
我伪装的所有微笑 [05:18.681]and all the games that I play
进行的所有游戏 [05:20.849]and all the drinks that I mix
调混的所有饮品 [05:23.095]and I drink until I’m sick
喝到烂醉如泥 [05:25.159]and all the faces I make
我假装的所有面孔 [05:27.171]and all the shapes that I throw
展现的所有姿态 [05:29.391]and all the people I meet
遇见的所有人 [05:31.637]and all the words that I know
使用的所有言辞 [05:33.832]makes me sick to the heart
都让我从心底感到恶心 [05:37.254]oh I feel so tired...
太累了 [05:42.922]And the way the rain comes down hard，
大雨倾盆而至 [05:45.953]that's how I feel inside...
如同我沉重的内心 [06:00.033]the way the rain comes down hard，
大雨砸落地面的样子 [06:04.291]that's how I feel inside...
就是我内心的感受