Black Synagogue-Angel Haze

[00:00.000] 作词 : Dean, Michael G. / Gordon, Diana E.P. [00:01.000] 作曲 : Dean, Michael G. / Gordon, Diana E.P. [00:03.490]"And the light, the light can make everything feel beautiful. [00:07.660]It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, [00:12.220]we spend all of our time running away from our truths. [00:15.770]And then we meet someone who tells us, [00:17.940]'God will always love you, no matter what you do. [00:21.490]The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' [00:26.490]And because of all of our darkness〞which at night I still run from, [00:31.610]which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. [00:37.080]That's a Black Synagogue." [00:39.560]"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! [00:43.760]But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! [00:49.440]And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, [00:52.840]and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, [00:58.350]but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!" [01:10.320]Save me from the pain [01:12.740]I'm falling down [01:14.170]Don't you hear me calling? [01:16.940]I need you now [01:18.270]Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy light [01:22.080]Give me sanction [01:24.420]Can you bring me back to life? [01:26.290]Save me from the pain [01:28.930]I'm falling down [01:29.990]Don't you hear me calling? [01:32.830]I need you now [01:33.940]Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy light [01:37.790]Give me sanction [01:40.030]Can you bring me back to life? [01:46.220]I been running from the pain in my brain [01:47.980]Got stains on my scene while I search for the real me [01:50.170]Search for the real me, lost in the night [01:51.940]Only talk to angels when I'm lost in a height [01:54.020]I don't really wanna get lost in my mind [01:56.000]So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe [01:58.020]Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what? [01:59.910]Yep, drink it to my ******* soul's lost in my eyes [02:01.920]But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not that trusting [02:05.770]But I'ma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something [02:09.680]And when I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember [02:11.910]No feelings, no thoughts allowed [02:13.840]And if pain's a trapdoor then I need God [02:15.960]And so send someone to come walk me out [02:17.790]But don't think, don't talk about it [02:20.020]Wait, don't sing, don't tell nobody [02:21.990]Wait, don't drink, don't fail your body [02:23.710]Wait, don't scream, no, ******* shout it [02:25.690]See, these voices in my head are the ******* loudest [02:27.670]So belligerent, so ******* rowdy [02:29.800]And my tunnel vision's so ******* clouded [02:31.770]And I don't really have a ************* outlet [02:33.790]So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me [02:37.650]But you know Him well, and I think that you could bring Him near me [02:41.700]So I keep praying, every word that I keep saying [02:45.600]Every part of me that I needed shield from [02:47.620]Every part of me that needs saving [02:50.830]Save me from the pain [02:52.750]I'm falling down [02:54.170]Don't you hear me calling? [02:56.950]I need you now [02:58.060]Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy light [03:02.130]Give me sanction [03:04.250]Can you bring me back to life? [03:06.220]Save me from the pain [03:08.910]I'm falling down [03:10.120]Don't you hear me calling? [03:12.970]I need you now [03:14.080]Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy light [03:18.650]Give me sanction [03:20.160]Can you bring me back to life? [03:22.130]None of this's real, when it calls you [03:25.640]Thought I found you, now I'm lost too [03:26.480]I've been listening to service sermons [03:28.150]A lotta redefining, a lot of words reworded [03:30.220]A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts suggested [03:32.050]A lotta stuff that resonates with certain persons [03:34.030]I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies [03:35.850]Read every single verse until I'm red in my eyes [03:37.840]And God'll only hear you when you offering ties [03:39.870]And protection is the truth [03:41.540]But when the Devil's a lie [03:42.090]But what am I to do when the Devil is I? [03:43.810]And everything I touch seems to shrivel and die? [03:45.860]My mama always said I was a rebel inside [03:47.940]But now I'm looking for some peace and a benevolent I [03:49.880]And how it feels to need that, some humbling pie [03:51.800]And how long it will take when it comes from the sky [03:53.820]Means I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die [03:55.900]And just wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by [03:57.820]So, I think, I talk about it [03:59.700]Wait, I drink, I tell somebody [04:01.720]Wait, I sink, I fail my body [04:03.960]Wait, I scream, I'm ******* shouting [04:05.770]Cause these voices in my head are the ******* loudest [04:07.870]So belligerent, so ******* rowdy [04:09.850]And my tunnel vision's so ******* clouded [04:11.830]And I don't really have a ************* outlet [04:13.860]So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me [04:17.770]And you know him well, and I think that you could bring him near me [04:21.820]So I keep praying, everything that I keep saying [04:25.860]Every part of me that I needed shield from [04:27.950]Every part of me that needs saving [04:30.390]Save me from the pain [04:32.620]I'm falling down [04:33.680]Don't you hear me calling? [04:36.720]I need you now [04:37.730]Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy light [04:41.930]Give me sanction [04:43.810]Can you bring me back to life? [04:46.150]Save me from the pain [04:48.630]I'm falling down [04:50.160]Don't you hear me calling? [04:52.890]I need you now [04:54.060]Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy light [04:57.040]Give me sanction [04:59.980]Can you bring me back to life? [05:02.200]Did he die on the cross for this? [05:04.480]Do you have any ******* proof? [05:06.350]Everything here is man-made [05:08.380]And I'm just searching for some ******* truth [05:10.090]Cause everything they ever told me not to do [05:11.870]Has always made me question what freedom is [05:13.900]Why listen to the words when they not from you? [05:15.770]And why feel judged when I freely live? [05:17.800]Now I know what the ******* root of evil is [05:19.920]And why peace is dead, but evil lives [05:21.840]Everybody thinking they can talk to you [05:23.710]And what they believe in they hearts are true [05:25.760]Now they feel that they had the right to persecute [05:27.740]Judge, doom to hell and come first to you [05:29.810]Now I don't really know who wrote the Bible [05:31.790]But nothing under the sun goes unrecycled [05:33.770]Take every shot you have with a ******* rifle [05:35.740]Cause you rarely ever get a chance for revival [05:37.820]So, just think, just talk about it [05:39.800]Wait, just think, just tell somebody [05:41.770]Wait, don't blink, don't fail your body [05:43.550]Wait, just scream, just ******* shout it [05:45.980]So the voices in your head fall abruptly silent [05:47.750]And the blood in your veins flows rough and violent [05:49.620]And you see everything with your lifted eyelids [05:51.490]And every burden you carry is eventually lighted [05:53.570]And you talk to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you [05:57.620]And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and fears too [06:01.720]And you keep praying, only now you don't repeat sayings [06:05.630]Cuz you know when you let it go, then you receive Satan [06:10.140]"How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems? [06:15.160]Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? [06:17.230]None of them know ******* about ****, they're all ******* ****** up. [06:22.190]Anything to help you escape. [06:24.840]It takes it, it takes something to just say, '**** it! [06:28.470]This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' [06:31.450]But do we ever really deal with it? [06:33.120]Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? [06:36.870]Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, [06:40.450]and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"