Second Guessing-Get Scared

[00:24.80]So I sit here
所以我只是坐在这里 [00:29.04]Rotting from inside
感受着从身体内部蔓延的腐烂感觉 [00:31.08]Now watch me sit dear
看看我 [00:35.73]Severing my ties just ask me why
你整理着我的领带，问我为什会这样 [00:37.90]I am ashamed to pave the way
我已经羞于再次前进 [00:42.60]My self reluctance is to blame
我只能责备这样懒惰的自己 [00:46.86]Will anybody save me I'm afraid
我感到如此恐惧，可谁会帮助我呢 [00:54.66]What if I'm broken
如果我一无所有 [00:57.82]What if I cannot win this fight
如果我无法赢得胜利 [01:00.51]Would you believe me
你是否还能相信我 [01:04.23]Or just leave me here to die
又或者你只会留我一人，孤独终老 [01:07.02]And honestly it's hard to see
即使我自己 [01:11.41]The future that's in store for me
也无法看清自己的未来去向何方 [01:14.30]I'm broken
我已经一无所有 [01:17.29]Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
怀疑其他人是唯一支撑着我活下去的原因 [01:34.97]Don't believe a word I say
不要再相信我说的任何一句话 [01:37.40]I crave the ways I've been
我渴望能再回到我来时的那条路 [01:41.01]I'd be lying to myself
我会骗我自己 [01:43.18]If I said I'm free from this
我已经与此毫无关联 [01:46.62]Without the need of agony
并不会有一点点的痛苦 [01:50.40]It's bringing out the worst of my own faith
这已经是我心中最不堪的信仰了 [01:55.94]Will anybody save me I'm afraid
我如此恐惧，可谁会帮助我 [02:02.29]What if I'm broken
如果我一无所有 [02:05.64]What if I cannot win this fight
如果我无法赢得胜利 [02:09.53]Would you believe me
你还会相信我么 [02:12.14]Or just leave me here to die
或者你会留我一人，孤独终老 [02:15.38]And honestly it's hard to see
即使是我也无法看到 [02:19.77]The future that's in store for me
我的未来是否清晰 [02:23.02]I'm broken
我已经一无所有 [02:26.08]Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
猜疑他人是唯一支撑我活下去的理由 [02:37.53]Well it feels like someone's testing me
我感觉这一切都只是一场考验 [02:45.80]And it's easier said than done to be so calm
虽然嘴上说着要成为一个镇定的人，我却根本做不到 [02:51.25]But I know that you're watching me
但至少我知道你一直在我身旁关注着我 [02:59.37]What if I'm broken
如果我一无所有 [03:05.30]What if I cannot win this fight
如果我无法赢得胜利 [03:08.09]Would you believe me
你是否还能相信我 [03:11.62]Or just leave me here to die
又或者你会留我一人，孤独终老 [03:15.18]And honestly it's hard to see
即使是我也无法看清 [03:18.51]The future that's in store for me
我的未来是否清晰 [03:21.70]I'm broken
我已然一无所有 [03:25.04]Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
猜疑他人是唯一支撑着我活下去的理由 [03:38.14]Second guessing all that's keeping me alive
唯有猜疑他人我才能得以生存 [03:58.54]