Disheartenment-Forgotten Tomb

[01:05.11]Lying in a dark corner
置身冥暗一隅 [01:10.42] [01:12.54]The black candle light is dying out
晦烛随之湮灭 [01:17.93] [01:19.19]Trying to refuse this suffering
悉力屏拒哀苦 [01:27.65] [01:28.90]As coldness burns my pale naked flesh
冰寒刺透予躯 [01:33.46] [01:34.58]I faced my fears a thousand times
千次直面怖愄 [02:01.14]Endless doubts
迷惘无穷无尽 [02:03.28]Life of paranoia
耽溺杯弓蛇影 [02:07.70]I try to find a way out
妄逃命数所役 [02:15.77]From this state of suicidal urge
趋自戕之状兮 [02:23.82] [02:57.43]I watch with empty eyes the blade
木然空视匕刃 [03:04.04] [03:04.64]As tears begin to fall down my face
不禁哀声颜泣 [03:13.60]Another night alone with myself
夙夜茕茕孑立 [03:21.09]At one with melancholy and depression
从臽悒怏囹圄 [03:29.81] [04:13.74]I bleed because the dark is near
孽黯致予寖血 [04:21.66]I cry as i realize you can' t be here
涕为物是人非 [04:29.82]I need to caress your skin in the night
夕盼伊人伴君 [04:38.12]But now my only friend remains this knife
然唯与刃作友 [04:46.93]Why must i live with these fears?
何为容此哀痛 [04:54.57]I know my only tragedy is my mind
唯悲形秽于心 [05:02.68]Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys
或反躬知糜乐 [05:10.53]And with this bitter thought i fear to die
惧吾殁于郁虑 [05:18.40] [05:51.04]I feel so jaded now, so far away
甚感疲乏迢邈 [05:59.33]I can't face next morning with this pain
弗能屡应此殇 [06:06.79]Another cut lacerates my flesh
复创予之体肤 [06:14.61]Sometimes i think it will be the last
非心欲之止结 [06:23.03]I'm only trying to objectivate this hate
冀辟懑而远之 [06:30.87]I prove towards myself and life itself
予誓证以己命 [06:39.06]I only need to watch these fifty wounds
独须满目鳞伤 [06:47.36]I opened upon my body in the night
夜阑摧心剖肝 [06:55.49] [07:27.24]I only need to stop these sick death thoughts
泯殒命之魍魉 [07:35.72]And cry for joy when you'll be here again
来日喜极而泣 [07:42.24]I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side
与若赤露共处 [07:51.55]I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow
唇挨之而血结 [07:59.99] [10:24.42]Everyone can kill himself one day
然世人终自绝 [10:32.40]Life brings pain and suffering on our way
惘痛自是定数 [10:39.97]Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems
剺腕谓之似易 [10:47.63]But in death you'll know...
待其销亡之时 [10:53.90]Disheartenment wins
惆鬱乃是枭魁 [11:02.94] [11:06.06]