Dreams-NF

[00:00.00] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:01.00] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:20.50]Yeah, most of my life's full of sad days
Yeah，我的人生绝大部分被悲伤回忆所填充 [00:24.43]Started at a young age
年纪轻轻便踏上了说唱这条路（NF12岁就开始做音乐，在2016年AMBY的采访中表示自己早年深受Eminem的影响） [00:26.38]Yeah, bought a house but I've been livin' on stage
Yeah，早就购置了房子却一直在舞台上生活（房子对NF来说只是一个建筑，没有家人的陪伴并不能算是一个家，这也是为什么他不愿回到冷冰冰的家中，而选择漂泊在外） [00:29.97]Tryna find the real me, I ain't found it yet
尝试找到真正的自己，可我还是一无所获 [00:32.54]Wake up every morning feelin' like I'm guilty
每天早上醒来都感觉我是一个罪人 [00:34.77]Talk to God, "Can you hear me?"
向上帝祈祷，"主啊，你能听见我的呼喊吗？” [00:36.74]Lately, I'm a mess
就在不久之前，我的生活还是一团乱麻 [00:37.77]I don't want no one to help me
我不乞求别人的帮助 [00:39.33]Yeah, I don't want no one to help me and
Yeah，我不乞求别人的帮助， [00:42.59]If you think that I make decisions
并且如果你认为我会照着你的想法 [00:44.55]Based off of what you think, then you're wrong
来做决定，那么你大错特错 [00:46.98]Can't nobody think for me, I got my own thoughts
根本没有人能为我着想，我也有我自己的想法 [00:49.46]Sometimes you don't know what you had
有时你不明白你所拥有什么 [00:50.94]Until it's all gone, 'til it's all gone
直到一切离你而去，直到一切离你而去... [00:53.46]If I took the hand that was dealt me
如果我当初接受了老天给我安排的命运（hand指手牌，引申为命运） [00:55.29]Then I would be nowhere in life
那么我现在该是一事无成 [00:57.29]Yeah, I had to think smart
Yeah，我不得不深思熟虑 [00:58.77]Threw away the deck and got my own cards
掀翻这该死的桌子并且拿到我该拿的牌（打破局面，做自己真正想做的事，追逐自己的Dreams） [01:01.51]Long before I had the money to afford a car
我奋斗了不知多久才能买得起车（NF辛酸的奋斗史） [01:04.17]I–I've been doin' me (yeah)
我一直在做我自己（yeah） [01:06.84]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己（NF就是NF，很多人谈到NF就说像Eminem，怎么怎么样eminem，其实没有任何意义，NF就是独一无二的NF) [01:08.41]Yeah, I've been doin' me
Yeah，我一直在做我自己 [01:09.95]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己（NF就是NF，很多人谈到NF就说像Eminem，怎么怎么样eminem，其实没有任何意义，NF就是独一无二的NF) [01:12.13]Followin' my dreams
追逐我自己的梦想 [01:13.81]Yeah, I've been doin' me
Yeah，我一直在做我自己 [01:15.17]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [01:17.21]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [01:19.09]Yeah, I've been doin' me
Yeah，我一直在做我自己 [01:20.53]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [01:23.43]Followin' my dreams
追逐我的梦想 [01:24.49]Yeah, I've been doin' me
Yeah，我一直在做我自己 [01:25.97]Most of my life's full of regrets
我的生活大部分被懊悔所占据 [01:28.36]Things I wanna take back, yeah
那些另我懊悔不已的事情，yeah（想要回到过去，改变一切） [01:30.92]Wrote you a letter
那写给你的信 [01:31.73]Wish that I had never sent that
多么希望我从未将其寄出 [01:33.54]Didn't even make sense, I don't even know
其实早就没有意义了，可我就是不能明白（其实NF是明白的，过去的已经过去，无力改变，这也突出了他的纠结心态） [01:36.23]All I know is I get lower on the weekends
我所知道的只是在周末自我沉沦 [01:38.80]They tell me I should make friends
他们告诉我要走出去多交朋友 [01:40.81]I just sit at home
可我只是兀自呆坐在家中 [01:41.81]Lately, I've been off the deep end, yeah
就在不久之前，我终于脱离了这该死的困境（大彻大悟） [01:44.06]I've been off the deep end and
我终于我终于脱离了这该死的困境 [01:46.65]If you think that I'm 'bout to change who I am
并且如果你认为我会因为你 [01:48.97]Just for you then you're so wrong
而改变我自己，那么你荒谬至极 [01:51.04]As I kid I built a house around my broke heart
当我还是个孩子时遍已在我那破碎的心周围建起了屋墙（生人勿近） [01:53.56]Sometimes you don't know what you had
有时你不知道你到底拥有什么 [01:54.87]Until it falls apart, 'til it falls apart
直到一切分崩离析，直到一切分崩离析 [01:57.54]If I took the hand that was dealt me
如果我当初接受了老天给我安排的命运 [01:59.20]Then I would be nowhere in life
那么我现在该是一事无成 [02:01.31]Yeah, I had to think smart
Yeah，我不得不深思熟虑 [02:02.75]Threw away the deck and got my own cards
掀翻这桌子并且拿到本该属于我的牌（生活就像是一盘卡牌游戏，老天就是庄家） [02:05.41]Long before I had the money to afford a car
我奋斗了不知多久才能买得起一辆车 [02:08.12]I (yeah)–I've been doin' me (oh, yeah)
我（yeah）我一直在做我自己（oh，yeah） [02:11.54]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [02:12.47]Yeah, I've been doin' me (I have been)
Yeah，我一直在做我自己（我一直在这样做呢） [02:15.04]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [02:15.79]Followin' my dreams
追逐我的梦想 [02:17.63]Yeah, I've been doin' me (followin' my)
Yeah，我一直在做我自己（追逐我的） [02:19.66]I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [02:21.03]I've been doin' me (I've been followin' my)
Yeah，我一直在做我自己（我一直在追逐我的） [02:24.04]Yeah, I've been doin' me
我只是我自己 [02:25.17]Followin' my dreams
追逐我的梦想 [02:26.57]Yeah, I'm just doin' me
Yeah，我一直在做我自己 [02:28.45]Yeah, I'm just doin' me (yeah)
我只是我自己（yeah） [02:29.60]I'm reminiscin' back to both of us laughin'
我回忆着当初我们一起欢笑的美好时光 [02:31.64]Playin' old records
播放着那些老旧的唱片 [02:32.67]Thinkin' every one of 'em's classic
认为每张都是经典之作 [02:34.44]Windows down, we on the street up in Michigan rappin'
摇下车窗，我们在密歇根（NF的家乡就在密歇根州）的街头说唱 [02:36.91]We talked about it
我们谈论着有关说唱的梦想 [02:37.78]But never really knew it could happen
却没想到有一天它真的会成为现实 [02:39.44]My confidence about as low as the gas is
可我的自信心就像该死的油价一样低迷 [02:41.78]We didn't have the money for it
我们没有钱追逐梦想 [02:42.96]So we'd turn the key backwards
因此我们只能往回转动钥匙把车停下（不得不放弃了) [02:44.33]And sit in parking lots for hours 'til the battery crashes
坐在空旷冰冷的停车场里直到几个小时后电瓶里的电被耗光 [02:46.77]I think that we related
我认为我们是如此感同身受 [02:48.09]'Cause both of us were lookin' for answers
因为我们都在找寻着问题的答案 [02:50.01]A couple months ago I drove into Gladwin
几个月前我驱车前往格兰温德(NF的家乡，一个小镇） [02:52.31]Got me all in my feelings
万千回忆与愁情涌上心头 [02:53.38]It's somethin' 'bout bein' somewhere that's familiar
可能这就是人们所说的归属感吧 [02:55.58]Pull in the gas station
在加油站停下 [02:56.85]Open up the tank then I fill it then laugh
打开油箱往里充满油之后惨然苦笑 [02:58.78]Would I move back? Mm, not in a million
我这次还会退缩吗（面对童年的悲惨回忆——父母离异，经常被继父家暴，母亲OD而死）emmm，其实我也不确定... [03:00.94]But I appreciate the memories we had
但我感谢那些我们曾共同经历的美好回忆 [03:03.27]I know you've been callin', sorry I never call back
我知道你一直都会给我打电话问我是否安好，我很抱歉我从未回拨过 [03:06.00]I know I've been distant, you know I never meant that
我知道我对家庭一直很冷淡（童年悲惨遭遇所致），你知道这不是我的本意 [03:08.59]You can tell the family how I'm doing if they ask
如果有人问及我的家庭状况如何你可以如实相告 [03:11.45]I'm just doin' me
我只是我自己(NF已想明白了一切，可以安然面对过去的回忆)