Passage-史逸欣

[00:02.420]i died in a car crash [00:06.670]two days ago was unrecognizable [00:12.840]when they pulled me from the gears [00:15.960]no one's fault, no one's bottle [00:19.690]no one's teenage pride or throttle [00:23.420]our innocence is all the worse for fears [00:28.310]the other walked away alive [00:31.780]arms wrapped now around his wife [00:35.970]my lover sits, the silent eye [00:39.610]in a hurricane of warmth and word [00:43.240]my mother trembles with the sobs [00:47.070]whose absence seems absurd [00:50.170]my sister shouts to let her see [00:53.220]through the cloud of crowd surrounding me [00:56.700]my colleagues call for silence in my name [01:03.610]i died in a car crash three months ago [01:11.660]they burned me until i glowed [01:15.020]and crumbled to a fine gray sand [01:18.980]now i am nothing, everywhere [01:21.700]several breaths of strangers' air [01:25.890]and all thoughts ever written in my hand [01:31.410]they plant my tree out in the yard [01:34.620]it grows but takes the winter hard [01:39.500]my lover holds a knife to wrist [01:42.930]says tomorrow comes, hold on a while [01:47.440]my mother tosses in the sheets [01:50.880]and dreams me holding my own child [01:55.030]my sister plays our homemade tapes [01:58.250]laughs as tears run down her face [02:02.390]my office door now wears a different name [02:09.210]i died in a car crash four years ago [02:17.540]my tree drinks melted snow [02:20.440]just eight feet tall a pale and fragile thing [02:24.360]bee stings beaches bright vacations [02:29.670]sunburnt high-school graduations [02:33.410]a sparrow healing from a broken wing [02:37.770]this year a glimpse of second chances [02:42.240]tiny apples on my tree's branches [02:48.260]my lover hears the open wind [02:52.100]and crawls blinking into the sun [02:56.220]my mother leafs through photographs [03:00.270]and thinks "yes she was a lovely one" [03:03.760]my sister can't decide her truth [03:06.940]asks aloud what i might do [03:10.680]in a conference hall my brief efforts engraved [03:17.780]a lifetime ago it seems [03:28.670]a decade or two or three [03:32.180]they've come out with a new design [03:36.370]bars and bags front and behind [03:39.000]my fate now an impossibility [03:40.480]safely packaged hurtling down [03:49.220]the highway hardly make a sound [03:54.120]my lover very much alive