Keeping Tabs - Live at The Wiltern-NIKI

[00:00.00] 作词 : Nicole Zefanya [00:00.10] 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya [00:00.21] [00:13.49]You left without saying goodbye (F**k, f**k, f**k)
你匆匆离去 连再见都没有说 [00:18.34]Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry
不要哭泣了好吗 [00:24.12]I ball a fist and die inside
我挥舞着拳头 心却早已死掉 [00:28.75]I wish I didn’t, but regrettably I entirely understand why you did it
多希望被蒙在鼓里 可遗憾的是 我完全清楚你的目的 [00:34.84]Take one step forward and two jumps back
我可谓举步维艰 [00:37.81]One hand on the gate of this cul-de-sac
一只手紧握着这条死胡同的大门 [00:40.68]Some cursed part of me wants to be cornered right into it even if we crack
即使我们已经崩溃 但我像中了诅咒似的 被逼入绝境 [00:46.03]You left early and you arrived too late
你早早离开 很晚才回来 [00:48.91]Just right in time to be a huge mistake
连按时回家都仿佛在犯错 [00:51.69]So I wish you well and I wish you far away
所以祝福你吧 走得越远越好 [00:57.58]This was never real - I’ll say it til I believe it
这永远不会是现实 我会一遍遍说 直到把自己洗脑 [01:00.70]I wish I never met you
多希望我不曾遇见你啊 [01:04.74]You are the worst thing that I’m still keeping tabs on for some stupid reason
出于某些愚蠢的原因 你是我一直关注的糟心事 [01:12.19]You were just being nice
而你倒是越来越好了 [01:15.43]Now I fully believe you’re out there somewhere also keeping tabs on how I might be feeling
此刻我确信 你就在某个地方 关注着我的感受 [01:23.96]For some stupid reason
出于某些愚蠢至极的理由 [01:26.67]I keep on believing
我一直相信 [01:29.50]You care and you’re reeling too
你在意我 你也在为这件事心烦 [01:32.50]I don’t even know you
我不曾深入了解过你 [01:35.28]Drowning in my own
总是沉浸在自己的世界 [01:39.85]Sad, imagined fantasy of who you could be
沮丧至极 想象着你会变成什么完美的样子 [01:43.75]The reality is you
现实是你 [01:45.49]Unironically love personality tests
总喜欢对我百般试探 [01:48.45]All of the data’s weak, half-amusing at best
结果不尽你意 充其量只会稍微让你开心 [01:50.96]but it could never work cause I’m an Enneatype 4 Aquarius
但这永远不会起效 因为我是第四人格的水瓶座 [01:56.64]You say the wrong thing every time you talk
每次你跟我讲话 都是胡言乱语 [01:59.37]The red flags wave, the alarms sound off
红旗挥舞 警钟响起 [02:02.53]I’m so glad our paths didn’t cross
很庆幸我们不会有交集 [02:08.09]I’m so glad – I’ll say it ‘til I believe it
真的很庆幸 我会一遍遍洗脑自己 [02:11.41]I wish I never met you
多希望我不曾遇见你啊 [02:15.26]You are the worst thing that I’m still keeping tabs on for some stupid reason
出于某些愚蠢的原因 你是我一直关注的糟心事 [02:22.70]You’re the same with everyone
你和所有男人都一样 [02:26.56]I’m not special, no
我也没有与众不同 [02:28.17]You’re not out there just keeping tabs on how I might be feeling
你也并没有一直关注着我此刻的感受 [02:34.70]That’s all just imagined
那都是我的幻想 [02:37.31]I keep on believing
我一直坚信 [02:40.27]You care and you miss me too
你一样在意我 思念我 [02:43.20]I need to get over you, oh
我需要适应没有你的生活 [02:47.40]I need to get over you
我需要学会放下