Am I Supposed To Apologize?-Maria Mena

[00:00.00]Maria Mena - Am I Supposed To Apologize [00:02.51] [00:18.32]I wrote a song, a journal
我写了一首歌，一段旅程 [00:19.31]Gave it to the world
告诉世界 [00:21.82]Told the story
一个故事 [00:23.39]Of when I was just a girl
当我还只是一个女孩的时候 [00:25.30] [00:27.48]I sought understanding
我希望通过承担所有 [00:28.40]Clarity in truth
在青春中受到的伤害 [00:30.52]By baring all the wounds
来清醒的认识 [00:32.65]Inflicted on my youth
什么是真理 [00:34.19] [00:35.71]You criticized my choice
你评判我的选择 [00:37.22]To stand up to my past
为了对抗我的过去 [00:39.77]To give the pain a voice
为了给痛苦发声的机会 [00:41.68]So that it too could pass
这样的话所有的一切都会过去 [00:43.20] [00:44.99]But I felt brave
但是我变得勇敢并对自己充满骄傲 [00:45.95]And filled with pride as I let go
所以我让一切 [00:48.19]Of bitterness that wouldn鈥檛 leave or let me grow
无法释怀和使我成长的痛苦都随风而去 [00:52.66] [00:54.05]but I will spend a lifetime
但是我还是要花费一生的时间 [00:58.12]Trying to understand
试着理解 [01:02.66]Why someone sharing my bloodline
为什么有人明明与我共享血缘 [01:07.13]Would not lend me their hand
却不肯向我伸出援手 [01:10.69] [01:14.44]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该道歉吗？ [01:17.72]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？ [01:19.86]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？ [01:23.83] [01:24.24]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？ [01:30.16]Am I supposed to apologize
应该吗？ [01:36.69] [01:51.33]I loved her more than myself
我爱她胜过爱自己 [01:52.97]But she made me choose
但是她逼迫我 [01:54.89]Between her and my father
在她和我的父亲之间做出选择 [01:57.29]And so I refused
因此我拒绝了 [01:58.94] [02:01.12]I fled her house and wrath
我离开了她的家 [02:02.50]Eleven years of age
为此生气了11年 [02:05.12]Followed the crooked path
走了一条使我 [02:06.28]That led me to a stage
步入人生另一个阶段的崎岖道路 [02:08.24] [02:09.80]The curtains opened up
大幕拉开 [02:10.90]My heart followed the lead
我的心追随着路的方向 [02:13.02]The music wouldn鈥檛 stop
乐曲不会停 [02:15.09]And I could finally breathe
而我终于可以自由地呼吸 [02:17.24] [02:19.05]But I will spend a lifetime
但是我仍然要花费一生的时间 [02:23.01]Trying to understand
努力去理解 [02:27.17]Why someone sharing my bloodline
为什么有人明明与我共享血缘 [02:31.40]Would not lend me their hand
却不肯向我伸出援手 [02:35.72] [02:38.35]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该道歉吗？ [02:42.61]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？ [02:48.52]Am I supposed to apologize
我应该吗？ [02:54.89]Am I supposed to apologize
应该吗？ [03:01.14]