the grudge-Olivia Rodrigo

[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo [00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo [00:14.102] I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
五月的那个周五那些噩梦将我笼罩 [00:17.732] One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
你打来的那通电话将我整个世界都改变 [00:21.349] Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers
我的信任就这样被你轻易背叛 不停在我脑海困扰着我 [00:25.018] You took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
你将我全部的爱都夺走 然后狠心将其全都在手掌捏碎 [00:28.776] And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
而我也在思考你有没有想过你带给我的那些伤害 [00:32.220] But I hold on to every detail like my life depends on it
但我却抓住每一丝细节如同我的生活依附于这些 [00:36.554] My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge
那永恒的爱 现在却让我怀恨在心 [00:40.008] And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
每当我觉得自己不够好的时候我都能听到你的声音 [00:42.876] [00:43.449] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
我也试着变得坚强 但我还是想要大喊尖叫 [00:47.198] How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
怎么会有人像你这样轻而易举的叫人这般狠心 [00:50.894] And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
我说着我并不在乎 说着我很好 [00:54.847] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
但你知道我实在是不能释怀 我不断尝试 可却久久无法忘却 [01:02.487] It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong
原谅需要很大的勇气 可我却没那么强大 [01:05.531] [01:09.123] The arguments that I have won against you in my head
我在脑海中设想着我吵赢了你 [01:12.852] In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed
在浴室里 在车里 在床边的镜子前遐想 [01:16.248] Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
当我独自一人的时候我强大到让你内疚 [01:20.197] And I fantasize about a time you're a little ****ing sorry
我幻想着你有那么一瞬间你会感到些许歉意 [01:24.131] And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
我试着去理解你为什么要这般对待我 [01:27.543] You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
你肯定是缺乏安全感 生活肯定过的不顺 [01:31.571] And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
我知道在我的认知里 受伤的人也会去伤害别人 [01:35.391] And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal
我们都被伤害过 可这些伤痛怎么又能划上等号 [01:38.142] [01:38.930] And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
我也试着变得坚强 但我还是想要大喊尖叫 [01:42.602] How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
怎么会有人像你这样轻而易举的叫人这般狠心 [01:46.253] And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
 我说着我并不在乎 说着我很好 [01:50.226] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
但你知道我不能释怀 我不断尝试 可却久久无法忘却 [01:57.310] It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong
原谅需要很大的勇气 可我却没那么强大 [02:01.013] [02:04.671] Ooh, do you think I deserved it all?
你觉得这一切都是我应得的吗？ [02:12.223] Ooh, your flower's filled with vitriol
你就是刻薄尖锐的集合体 [02:19.047] You built me up to watch me fall
你将我塑造起再慢慢看我濒临瓦解 [02:22.874] You have everything and you still want more
你拥有了一切可却还是觉得远远不够 [02:26.579] [02:26.869] I try to be tough, I try to be mean
我也试着变得强硬 变得尖酸 [02:30.689] But even after all this, you're still everything to me
可奈何再怎样改变 你仍是我的全部 [02:34.231] And I know you don't care, I guess that's fine
我知道你并不在乎 我想也没关系 [02:38.412] But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
 但你知道我实在是不能释怀 我不断尝试 可却久久无法忘却 [02:45.510] It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
原谅需要很大的勇气 可我不知道是否做好了准备 [02:53.523] It takes strength to forgive, but
这需要足够的勇气 可我