Change and Change and Change and Change-The Airborne Toxic Event

[00:02.068]“You’re totally ignoring me,” she said as she put on her shirt [00:07.868]I was lying on the bed, concentrating on her skirt [00:12.484]“Did you hear one word I said?” she said [00:15.092]“I don’t know, it’s all a blur” [00:17.362]I close my eyes [00:20.984]We fell in love in a great big rush [00:23.262]Three years ago this June, I do recall [00:26.463]Playing arcade games with her [00:28.427]And wanting nothing at all [00:31.170]Just this silly skinny girl [00:33.260]Who tended to trip and fall [00:37.298]On her lies [00:39.824]But then summer came and we felt the strain [00:41.896]Of the damning things we’d said [00:43.966]All the summer rains like hurricanes [00:46.593]That flew around our heads [00:48.517]All the endless conversations, you know [00:51.199]Like the things you could’ve done alone [00:53.631]Instead, instead, instead, instead, instead [00:58.485]So I ****** it up like I always do, I was born to be alone [01:04.784]I don’t even know if the words were true that I screamed into the phone [01:09.407]All I know is everybody leaves or so it seems to me [01:13.983]When I’m alone, alone, alone, alone, alone [01:19.078]But I was younger then and stronger then, somehow I can’t explain [01:23.184]How these years can be so humbling, so strangely full of pain [01:27.713]Just how everyone and everything must change and change and change and change [01:33.864]And change and change and change [01:39.315]Just like that [02:00.406]Sometimes I feel just like a train that’s running off the tracks [02:04.369]And sometimes I think I’ve said too many things I can’t take back [02:08.683]And sometimes it seems like everything I do is just a waste [02:13.178]In fact, that’s it, I think oh wait, I’m sure [02:18.320]But I’m trying every morning that I wake to stand up straight [02:22.536]And to always tell the truth and give back more than I take [02:27.109]And to be kind and pure, less ******* scared of everything [02:31.904]I just can’t take much more of this, I’m sure [02:41.217]