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[00:00.00]Do I find it so hard
我是否觉得这一切太过艰难 [00:04.45]When I know in my heart
当我认清自己 [00:08.82]I'm letting you down every day
我每天都让你失望 [00:13.96]Letting you down every day
每天都让你失望 [00:19.96]Why do I keep on running away
为什么我一直都在逃避 [00:27.30]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
耶 耶 耶 耶 耶 耶 [00:40.56]Oh, no, defend
哦 不 防守 [00:43.76]Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah
耶 耶 好的 耶 耶 耶 [00:55.17]Look, I apologize, often womanize
好吧 我追逐女色 深感抱歉 [00:59.15]Took for my child to be born
我只想见证孩子的出生 [01:00.45]See through a woman's eyes
透过女人的眼睛 [01:01.84]Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
那对双胞胎 让我相信奇迹 [01:04.50]Took me too long for this song
这些歌曲 我已准备许久 [01:05.92]I don't deserve you
我配不上你 [01:07.78]I harass you out in Paris
我在巴黎骚扰你 [01:10.03]"Please come back to Rome," you make it home
请回到罗马 你为我建筑一个家 [01:12.38]We talked for hours when you were on tour
你在巡演的时候 我们聊了好几个小时 [01:15.44]Please pick up the phone, pick up the phone
请拿起电话 接我的电话 [01:18.38]Said, "Don't embarrass me," instead of "Be mine"
你说 不要让我难堪 而不是 做我的人吧 [01:21.15]That was my proposal for us to go steady
这是我的建议 我们可以继续生活 [01:23.43]That was your 21st birthday
那是你二十一岁的生日 [01:26.04]You mature faster than me, I wasn't ready
你比我要早熟 那时我还未准备好 [01:28.72]So I apologize
所以我向你道歉 [01:30.33]I seen the innocence leave your eyes
我看到你眼中的天真已经逝去 [01:32.24]I still mourn this death and
我仍哀悼逝去的天真 [01:33.94]I apologize for all the stillborns
我为所有死胎哀悼 我道歉 [01:36.67]'Cause I wasn't present
因为那孕育生命的身体并不是我的 [01:37.83]Your body wouldn't accept it
也许你不会接受我的道歉 [01:39.26]I apologize to all the women whom I
我向所有的女人道歉 [01:42.09]Toyed with your emotions 'cause I was emotionless
我玩弄你的情绪 因为我没有感情 [01:44.24]And I apologize 'cause at your best you are love
我向你道歉 因为你是我最爱的人 [01:49.14]And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about
因为我辜负你对我的期望 我不曾遵守诺言 [01:52.47]Your eyes leave with the soul
你的眼眸不再灵气十足 [01:53.79]That your body once housed
你的灵魂早已纷飞 [01:55.36]And you stare blankly into space
你茫然地凝视着太空 [01:57.06]Thinkin' of all the time
想着你浪费了所有的时间 [01:58.23]You wasted it on all this basic shit
就为这些 [02:00.43]So I apologize (Oh, no, defend)
所以我道歉（哦 不 防守） [02:04.09]Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah
耶 耶 好的 耶 耶 耶 [02:17.18]Oh, no, defend
哦 不 防守 [02:19.91]I'm never gonna treat you
我没有 [02:22.65]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
那般善待你 [02:27.99]Oh ooh, ooh ooh, ooh
哦哦 哦 哦 哦 [02:35.73]I apologize
我道歉 [02:37.37]Our love was one for the ages and I contained us
我们的爱历久弥新 我们定会携手到白头 [02:41.24]And all this ratchet shit and we more expansive
我们一同经历了种种 我们历经磨难 我们有些飘飘然了 [02:43.52]Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
我不愿在这豪宅里暗自哭泣 独自逝去 [02:46.23]Or sleep with our back turned
不想要背对背而眠 [02:48.32]We supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn
我们本该去度假 直到我们的背部承受不了那日光浴为止 [02:51.24]We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops
我们本该欢笑 直到我们的心停止跳动 [02:53.89]And then meet in a space where the dark stop
黑暗之中 你我便会再次相遇 [02:56.57]And let love light the way
就让爱照亮道路 [02:59.16]Like the men before me
就像在我面前的男人 [03:00.18]I cut off my nose to spite my face
我砍下自己的鼻子 唾弃自己 [03:02.11]I never wanted another woman to know
我不愿与另一个女人分享 [03:03.69]Something about me that you didn't know
你不曾知道的关于我的秘密 [03:05.63]I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold
我向你保证 当我承受不住之时 我也会潸然泪下 [03:07.71]I suck at love, I think I need a do-over
我渴求爱 我只想要重来一遍 [03:10.45]I will be emotionally available
如果我邀请你过来 我就激情四射 [03:11.94]If I invited you over
若是你忘却我 [03:13.89]I stew over, what if you over my shit
那我便会魂不守舍 焦急万分 [03:21.36]Oh, no, defend
哦 不 防守 [03:24.37]I'm never gonna treat you
我没有 [03:26.70]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
那般善待你 [03:35.02]And if my children knew
如果我的孩子知道 [03:38.15]I don't even know what I would do
我甚至不知道我会做什么 [03:40.36]If they ain't look at me the same
若是他们不再像以前那般看待我 [03:43.36]I would probably die with all the shame
我也许会含恨而终 [03:45.64]"You did what with who?"
你与谁 做了什么 [03:47.44]What good is a ménage à trois
当你已经找到了灵魂伴侣 [03:49.14]When you have a soulmate?
为何还要三人行 [03:50.81]"You risked that for Blue?"
你豁出一切 为了什么 [03:53.59]If I wasn't a superhero in your face
若在你看来 我不是超级英雄 [03:56.43]My heart breaks for the day
那我便会伤心欲绝 [03:57.77]I have to explain my mistakes
我不得不解释我犯下的错误 [03:59.90]And the mask goes away, and Santa Claus is fake
面具消失之时 大家都知道了 圣诞老人是假的 根本不存在 [04:05.25]And you go online and see
你去上网看看 [04:07.13]For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay
牙仙子根本不会为你留下一枚金币 [04:09.85]Oh, no, defend
哦 不 防守 [04:13.03]Da da na, good, I good, I good
哒啦 好 我好 我很好 [04:27.93]I'm never gonna treat you like I should, ooh
我没有那般善待你 哦