Arose-Eminem

[00:00.00] 作词 : Marshall Mathers [00:01.00] 作曲 : Marshall Mathers [00:05.00]If I could rewind time like a tape, inside a boombox
倘若我能像倒转磁带一样倒转我的过去（阿姆2007年年末因为摄入过量美沙酮将近死亡，被送去医院抢救，这里说的是阿姆在死亡边缘时的内心感受） [00:09.06]One day for every pill, or percocet that I ate
一天少吃一颗药 [00:12.17]Cut down on the valium, that'll hurt everything
减少服用安定（一种药） 这东西把一切都弄坏了 [00:16.28]But death is turning so definite, wait
但是没有如果 死亡变得如此清晰 [00:18.64]They got me all hooked up to some machine
等等 他们把我整个人连接在机器上 [00:21.99]I love you, being, didn't want you to know I was struggling
我爱你 一直爱你 不想让你知道我之前的挣扎 [00:25.18]Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine
感觉我像是一艘潜艇 正在慢慢沉入海里 [00:28.35]Just heard that nurse say,
刚刚听到护士说 [00:29.53]My liver and kidneys aren't functioning
我的肝肾不再运转了 [00:31.45]Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, I guess
我猜这是在跟死亡调情 在边缘追逐打闹 [00:34.47]It's arrivederci, same nurse,
再见了（意大利语） 我听到刚刚的那个护士说 [00:36.34]Just heard say they're unplugging me
他们要拔掉插头 [00:37.81]And it's your birthday, Jade, I'm missing your birthday
今天是你的生日 Jade（阿姆的小女儿）我错过了你的生日 [00:41.41]Baby girl, I'm sorry, I ****ing hate when you hurt, Hai
宝贝女儿 我很抱歉 你难过的时候我真的很难受 Hailey [00:44.73]And sweeties, thank you for waiting to open gifts
亲爱的 你们还在等着和我一起打开礼物啊（阿姆因为这次抢救错过了和家人的圣诞节） [00:47.63]But, girls, you can just open 'em,
现在就拆开吧 [00:49.00]Dad ain't making it home for Christmas
爸爸圣诞的时候回不去了 [00:50.92]Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
只希望我能有力气送去个飞吻 [00:54.05]I go to make a fist, but I can't make one, I'm frozen stiff
我想攥起拳来 但是我做不到 因为我浑身僵硬 [00:57.41]I yell, but nothing comes out, I'm crying inside, I shout
我叫喊着 但是发不出声音 我在心中哭喊 嚎叫 [01:00.31]My vocal cords won't permit me,
我的声带发不出声音 [01:01.92]I scream, but it's not allowed
我大声尖叫 但是没有用 [01:03.56]You put your arm around mama, the karma, wow
我想到你搂着妈妈的样子 这就是命运吧 [01:06.69]I just thought about the aisle,
我想到那条走廊 [01:08.41]I'll never get to walk us down
咱们还从来没一起走过 [01:10.33]Never see you, graduate in your caps and gowns
也再也没办法看见你毕业时穿着礼服戴着帽子的样子 [01:13.27]It's 'bout to be 2008, how's this happening now?
2008年就要来了 怎么会出这种事？ [01:16.48]I've got so much more to do, and Proof, I'm truly sorry
我还有这么多事情要去做 还有Proof 如果我让你失望了 [01:20.01]If I let you down, but this tore me in two
真的很抱歉 但是我再也见不到你了 [01:22.37]The thought of no more me and you
这事实让我几近崩溃 [01:25.56]You gave me shoes, Nikes like new for me for school
你给我新的nike鞋让我去学校 [01:28.88]Doody, I'm trying, but you, you were the glue that binded
兄弟（阿姆对Proof的昵称） 我在尝试 但是你是所有事情的核心 [01:32.94]So many things, time, I'd give anything to rewind it
我愿意付出一切 只想让时间逆转 [01:36.13]I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded
我不得不走下大厅 [01:39.12]By pictures all on my walls
不断被我墙上的那些照片提醒着 [01:40.85]And I couldn't sleep at night 'cause
我见到你在桌上 却没能去救你 [01:42.68]That image burned in my brain of you on the table
这画面一直在我脑海中燃烧 [01:45.17]Me falling across your body, not able to stand to save you
让我晚上无法入睡 [01:48.44]God, why did you take him?
上帝啊 你为什么要带走他？ [01:50.65]I'm tryna keep his legacy alive,
我在试着把他的遗产发扬光大 [01:53.10]But I'm dying, where's Nathan?
但是我现在就要死了 Nathan在哪呢？（Nathan是阿姆的弟弟） [01:54.59]Little ladies, be brave, take care of your mother
我的姑娘们 勇敢点 照顾好你们的妈妈 [01:57.68]Smile pretty for pictures, always cherish each other
要在照相的时候露出甜美的笑容 要一直珍惜彼此 [02:00.97]I'll always love ya, and I'll be in the back of your memory
我一直爱着你们 也会一直在你们的记忆中 [02:04.19]And I know you'll never forget me,
我知道你们是不会忘记我的 [02:05.53]Just don't get sad when remembering
只是在想起我的时候不要难过 [02:07.26]And, little bro, keep making me proud
还有 小兄弟 要一直让我骄傲 [02:10.02]You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down
最好娶那个女孩 她是真心爱你的 [02:13.27]And when you're exchanging those sacred vows,
我真的想在现场 [02:15.63]Just know that if I could be there
看看你们交换誓言 [02:17.31]I would and should you ever see parenthood,
如果你看过为人父母的样子 [02:19.12]I know you'll be good at it
我知道你会擅长这个的 [02:20.88]Oh, almost forgot to do something, thank my father too
哦 差点忘了 也要感谢我的父亲 [02:23.99]I actually learnt a lot from you,
事实上我从你那里学到了很多 [02:25.89]You taught me what not to do
你让我知道什么是不能做的 [02:28.00]And Mom, wish I'd have had the chance
还有 妈妈 希望我还能有机会 [02:30.38]To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you
和你进行最后一次开诚布公的交谈 [02:33.59]Doody, I see you, I go to walk to you
兄弟 我看到你了 我在走向你 [02:36.77]And I can feel my soul leave my body
感受到我的灵魂离开身体 [02:38.64]And float across the room
漂浮在这房间里 [02:39.99]Nurses lean over the bed, pulling tubes out
护士们靠着床边 拔出管子 [02:43.16]Then the sheet over my head, shut the room down
把床单盖在我的头上 关闭房间 [02:46.39]Girls, please don't get upset,
姑娘们 不要烦恼 [02:48.32]I see them cheeks soaking and wet
你们抓住我脖子的时候 [02:50.21]As you squeeze hold of my neck,
我看见你们脸颊都湿透了 [02:51.53]So forcibly, don't wanna let
如此用力 不想让我离开 [02:53.12]Me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks
枕头被泪水浸湿 情绪接近崩溃 [02:56.50]With every second, each closer to death
一秒一秒的接近死亡 [02:58.84]But suddenly, I feel my heart begin to beat slow
但是突然之间 我感受到心脏重新开始慢慢跳动 [03:02.22]Then a breath, machines go
然后 我喘过气来 机器开始哔哔哔的作响 [03:04.81]Must've guessed the cheat codes to this shit
早该想到这破东西的作弊码的 [03:06.98]I'm tryna rewind time like a tape, find an escape
我在尝试着回放时间 就像磁带一样 寻求逃跑的道路 [03:10.78]Make a beeline, try and awake
径直前进 [03:12.79]From this dream, I need to re-find
试着从梦境中清醒过来 [03:15.07]My inner strength, to remind me
我要重新找回内在的力量 [03:17.31]Even if a steep climb I must take
即使要攀登峭壁 我也要改正我的错误 [03:19.28]To rewrite a mistake, I'm rewinding the tape
我在把我的磁带倒放 [03:25.38](I don't want it)
（我不想要这东西了） [03:26.75]I'll put out this last album, then I'm done with it
这是我最后的一张专辑了 再也不干了（这段07年时阿姆的话） [03:29.17]One hundred percent finished, fed up with it
肯定再也不干了 我受够了 [03:31.30]I'm hanging it up, **** it
我把它挂起来 靠 [03:32.70]Excuse the cursing, baby, but just know
不好意思骂人了 宝贝 但你要知道 [03:35.07]That I'm a good person, though they portray me as cold
我是个好人 尽管他们说我很冷漠 [03:37.86]And if things should worsen, but I bet you they won't
如果事情恶化 我可以向你保证他们不会的（这句之前的那些和Castle的歌词都一样） [03:40.57]I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
我发誓要把这些美沙酮都丢进厕所 [03:42.96]Shred these old letters I wrote
撕掉我写的这些旧信件 [03:44.71]All that old pathetic loathing, closing credits can roll
所有的那些又旧又可怜的声望可以滚了 [03:47.45]I'm proud to be back, I'm 'bout to, like a rematch
我很自豪能回归 像复赛一般 我就要 [03:50.80]Outdo Relapse
用Recovery和MMLP2 [03:52.36]With Recovery, Mathers LP2
超过Relapse [03:54.67]Help propel me to victory laps
激励着我在胜利之后继续前行 [03:57.40]Gas toward them and fast forward the past
加速前进 飞快的超过我的过去 [03:59.64]Consider the last four minutes as
之前的这四分钟是我要 [04:01.67]The song I'd have sang to my daughters
唱给我女儿的歌（这句话刚好到这首歌的四分钟） [04:03.13]If I'd have made it to the hospital
如果我当时没能在两小时内赶到医院 这就是我的终曲（当时的医生说阿姆再晚来两小时就死了） [04:04.54]Less than two hours later, but I fought it
但是我活下来了 [04:06.76]Came back like a boomerang on 'em
像一个回旋镖一样 我又回来了（先离开再回来） [04:08.71]Now a new day is dawning, I'm up, Tuesday, it's morning
现在 到了新一天的黎明 我起床了 现在是星期二的早晨 [04:11.81]Now I know
现在我知道了（倒带回阿姆在厕所晕倒、被送去医院之前，原本的他嗑嗨了什么都不知道，倒带回去之后，他很清醒，把原本让他濒临死亡的美沙酮冲进了厕所）