FEAR.-Kendrick Lamar

[00:00.00] 作词 : Kendrick Lamar/The Alchemist/W. Dale Warren [00:01.00] 作曲 : Kendrick Lamar/The Alchemist/W. Dale Warren [00:02.00] 编曲 : The Alchemist/Bekon [00:03.00] 制作人 : The Alchemist/Bekon [00:09.36]I don't think I can find a way to make it on this earth
迷茫和无助充满了我的世界 [00:13.79]What's up family, yeah it's yo cousin Carl man, just given' you a call man.
最近怎么样？这条是表哥carl留下的留言，突然想给你打一个电话 [00:17.90]I know you been havin' a lot on yo mind lately and I know you feel like ya know people ain't been prayin' for you
我知道你最近的压力很大，让你觉得孤立无援 [00:23.23]but you have to understand this man, that we are cursed people.
但是你需要明白一个道理，我们是被诅咒的人 [00:26.97]Deuteronomy 28:28 says "The Lord shall smite thee with madness, and blindness, and astonishment of heart".
28:28里面写着“祂会用疯癫，混沌，心惊扰乱你的心智” [00:33.95]See family that's why you feel like you feel like you got a chip on your shoulder.
这可能就是为什么我们觉得肩上一直会有包袱 [00:38.00]Until you finally get the memo, you will always feel that way
在你真正觉醒之前你会一直有这样的感觉 [00:38.45]Why God, why God do I gotta suffer?
为什么祂一直让我承受痛苦 [00:41.63]Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle
心里的重担让我无法前行 [00:44.82]Why God, why God do I gotta bleed?
为什么祂一直让我受伤 [00:48.20]Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet
你受到的所有攻击我都看在眼里 [00:51.20]Why God, why God do I gotta suffer?
为什么祂一直让我受伤 [00:54.42]Earth is no more, why don't you burn this shit?
世界将不复存在，为什么不烧死这个混蛋呢？ [00:57.32] [01:26.44]I beat yo' ass, keep talkin' back
你再还嘴我就揍你 [01:28.20]I beat yo' ass, who bought you that?
这个游戏盘是谁给你买的？ [01:29.66]You stole it, I beat yo' ass if you say that game is broken
是你偷来的 它要是坏了我就揍你 [01:32.35]I beat yo' ass if you jump on my couch
你再跳上沙发我就揍你 [01:34.86]I beat yo' ass if you walk in this house with tears in your eyes
你再哭着进屋我就揍你 [01:37.92]Runnin' from poopoo and 'prentice
别来挑战我的耐心 [01:39.59]Go back outside, I beat yo' ass lil *****
滚到外面去，小心我揍你 [01:42.14]That homework better be finished, I beat yo' ass
你的作业最好是写完了 [01:44.36]Yo' teachers better not be ****ing' 'bout you in class
老师要是再告你的状我就揍你 [01:46.81]That pizza better not be wasted, you eat it all
那个比萨你最好给我吃完 [01:49.20]That TV better not be loud if you got it on
电视的声音你敢给我开大试试 [01:51.57]Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em
给你买了新AJ，你最好给我爱护点 [01:54.27]Better not hear 'bout you ****ing on Keisha's daughter
最好别让我知道你在聊扯Keisha的女儿 [01:56.49]Better not hear you got caught up, I beat yo' ass
被我抓到了我只会一顿胖揍 [01:58.89]You better not run to your father, I beat yo' ass
你最好别趁我不在去找你爸 [02:01.18]You know my patience runnin' thin
我的耐心可不多了 [02:02.63]I got buku payments to make
你知道我还有很多账单要付 [02:04.56]County building's on my ass
政府还在催我 [02:05.96]Tryna take my food stamps away
他们让我们快吃不上饭了 [02:07.98]I beat yo' ass if you tell them social workers he live here
你要是告诉那些社工说他住在这 我就揍你 [02:11.13]I beat yo' ass if I beat yo' ass twice and you still here
被揍了你还不跑 你是欠揍 [02:14.52]Seven years old, think you run this house by yourself?
你才七岁，这个家是你维持的吗？ [02:17.75]B***h, you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else
黑小子，就算你谁也不怕你也得怕我！ [02:20.37] [02:20.81]If I can smoke fear away, I roll that shit up
如果恐惧是烟的话我一定会狠狠卷上一根 [02:25.84]And then I take two puffs
然后抽两大口 [02:30.32]I'm high now, I'm high now
之后我上头了 [02:33.39]I'm high now, I'm high now
这东西太上头了 [02:36.58]Life's a b***h, pull them panties to the side now
如果人生是个女人的话，现在就让我征服她吧 [02:39.42] [02:40.00]I don't think I can prolly find a way to make it on this earth
在这片土地上，我的前途实在太过渺茫 [02:43.60]I'll prolly die anonymous
我死时可能无人知晓 [02:44.69]I'll prolly die with promises
我死时可能还欠着承诺 [02:46.28]I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house
我可能死在回家的路上 [02:49.45]I'll prolly die 'cause these colors are standin' out
我可能死于我外露的肤色 [02:52.64]I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin'
我可能死于跟不上潮流 [02:55.89]I'll prolly die at these house parties, ****ing with b*****s
我可能死在寻欢作乐的派对上 [02:59.11]I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me false accused
我可能死于他们作的假证 [03:02.29]I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool
我可能死于咱俩混的挺好的错觉 [03:05.51]Or maybe die from pressin' the line, actin' too extra
或者死于触碰到了底线 [03:08.65]Or maybe die because these smokers are more than desperate
又或者死在那些气急败坏的毒虫手里 [03:11.85]I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges
我也可能死在那些Gay手上 [03:15.36]Body slammed on black and white paint, my bones snappin'
被按在马路上，压碎我的骨头 [03:18.40]Or maybe die from panic or die from bein' too lax
焦虑或松懈，都可能让我丧命 [03:21.55]Or die from waitin' on it, die 'cause I'm movin' too fast
驻足或走动，都可能让我丧命 [03:24.76]I'll prolly die tryna buy **** at the apartments
我可能会因为在公寓里买椰子而失去生命 [03:27.88]I'll prolly die tryna diffuse two homies arguin'
我可能会因为劝架而被误杀 [03:31.13]I'll prolly die 'cause that's what you do when you're 17
任何一件你在17岁会做的事情都可能让我丧命 [03:34.36]All worries in a hurry, I wish I controlled things
愁绪万千，欲罢不能 [03:37.24] [03:37.47]If I could smoke fear away, I'd roll that shit up
如果恐惧是烟的话，我一定狠狠卷上一根 [03:42.56]And then I'd take two puffs
然后抽上两大口 [03:45.22]I've been hungry all my life
（我的生活充满着饥渴） [03:46.98]I'm high now, I'm high now
之后我上头了 [03:50.20]I'm high now, I'm high now
这东西太上头了 [03:53.29]Life's a b***h, pull them panties to the side now, now
如果生活是个女人，我会对她毫不尊重 [03:57.31] [04:02.84]When I was 27, I grew accustomed to more fear
当我27岁之后，我习惯了有更多的恐惧 [04:06.30]Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years
因为这些年来我恐惧太多次了 [04:09.47]My newfound life made all of me magnified
我的新生活使我被无限放大 [04:12.68]How many accolades do I need to block denial?
要得多少奖杯我才能堵住他们的嘴？ [04:15.94]The shock value of my success put bolts in me
惊人的成功已让我千疮百孔 [04:19.21]All this money, is God playin' a joke on me?
看看这些钞票，这是主和我开的玩笑 [04:22.61]Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job?
还是祂对一个虔诚信徒的考验？ [04:25.61]Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before?
祂会把这些都拿掉让我变得更加糟糕？ [04:28.89]At 27, my biggest fear was losin' it all
这就是27岁的我最害怕的事情 [04:31.90]Scared to spend money, had me sleepin' from hall to hall
我不敢到处挥霍，只好四处漂泊 [04:35.16]Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin'
害怕回到小时候看着母亲发愁 [04:38.47]30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus
每天都在进账，但我连车都不敢买 [04:41.60]What is an advisor somebody that's holdin' my checks?
我的会计在给我算账，他想怎样？ [04:44.44]Just to **** me over and put my finances in debt?
想把我推向深渊，让我负债累累？ [04:47.80]I read a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered
我看到蕾哈娜的破产危机新闻，不禁想： [04:51.15]How did the bad girl feel when she looked at them numbers?
当她看到自己的账户又会怎么想呢？ [04:54.29]The type of shit'll make me flip out and just kill somethin', drill somethin'
这些恐惧只会让我越来越疯狂 [04:58.10]Get ill and fill ratchets with a lil' somethin'
变得病态，将我的烦恼全撒在女人身上 [05:00.34]I practiced runnin' from fear, guess I had some good luck
我曾试着想不过是我走运了，使自己从恐惧中脱离 [05:03.59]At 27 years old, my biggest fear was bein' judged
27岁时我最大的恐惧来自于别人的审视 [05:06.99]How they look at me reflect on myself, my family, my city
他们对我的目光会映射出我，我的家庭和城市 [05:10.16]What they say 'bout me reveal if my reputation would miss me
他们的评价会道出我是不是虚有其名 [05:13.30]What they see from me would trickle down generations in time
我传递的东西会渗透进每一代人 [05:16.39]What they hear from me would make 'em highlight my simplest lines
我发出的声音会让他们标出我最简单的几句歌词 [05:19.41] [05:19.43]I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' creativity
我在讨论恐惧，对失去才华的恐惧 [05:22.61]I'm talkin' fear, fear of missin' out on you and me
讨论对你我离散的恐惧 [05:25.86]I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' loyalty from pride
讨论对忠诚和荣光分离的恐惧 [05:29.29]'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God
因为我的肤色不允许我沐浴在主的圣光之下 [05:32.31]I'm talkin' fear, fear that my humbleness is gone
我在讨论对失去谦卑之心的恐惧 [05:35.55]I'm talkin' fear, fear that love ain't livin' here no more
对爱已不复存在的恐惧 [05:38.70]I'm talkin' fear, fear that it's wickedness or weakness
对邪恶与恐惧的恐惧 [05:42.31]Fear, whatever it is, both is distinctive
无论恐惧是什么，每个人都会有不同的恐惧 [05:45.55]Fear, what happens on Earth stays on Earth
这片土地上发生的一切都能称之为恐惧 [05:48.24]And I can't take these feelings with me so hopefully they disperse
我不能恐惧着活下去，故希望它快快消失 [05:51.74]Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax
我用14首歌曲组成一张唱片 [05:54.92]Searchin' for resolutions until somebody get back
寻找着心中的答案，期盼着某人归来 [05:58.30]Fear, what happens on earth stays on earth
恐惧发生在这个地方，也将留在这里 [06:01.25]And I can't take these feelings with me so hopefully they disperse
我无法恐惧着度日，快让它消失吧 [06:04.54]Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax
我用14首歌组成一张唱片 [06:07.76]Wonderin' if I'm livin' through fear or livin' through rap
思考着我到底是在从恐惧中解脱还是在说唱... [06:10.83] [06:11.30]Damn
该死 [06:11.51]Goddamn you
主诅咒着你 [06:14.72]Goddamn me
诅咒着我 [06:17.89]Goddamn us
诅咒着我们 [06:21.12]Goddamn we
我们 [06:23.90]Goddamn us all
祂诅咒着所有人 [06:29.17]Verse two says you only have I known of all the families of the earth,
第二节说到：“在地上万族中，我仅挑选了你 [06:34.65]therefore I will punish you for all your iniquities.
因此我必将追究你的罪责。” [06:38.89]So until we come back to these commandments, until you come back to these commandments,
所以在我们回到那些戒律之前 [06:43.55]we're gonna be in this place, we're gonna be under this curse.
我们就要承受这样的惩罚和诅咒 [06:46.50]Because he said he's gonna punish us, the so-called Blacks, Hispanics,
因为这是祂的旨意 [06:50.48]and Native American Indians, are the true children of Israel.
所谓的黑人，西班牙人，印度裔，都是以色列人的后代 [06:56.50]We are the Israelites according to the Bible.
在福音里面，我们都是以色列人 [06:59.00]The children of Israel, he's gonna punish us for our inequities.
祂会惩罚我们，因为我们的邪恶 [07:02.74]For our disobedience because we chose to follow other gods that aren't his son, so the Lord thy God chasten you.
因为我们对祂的背叛 [07:11.35]So just like your children, your own son, he's gonna chastise you because he loves you.
就像你惩罚你的孩子一样，祂的惩罚是来自于祂对你的爱 [07:17.11]So that's why we get chastised, that's why we're in the position we're in.
这就是为什么我们要经受惩罚，为什么我们的地位是这样 [07:21.45]Until we come back to these laws, statutes and commandments, and do what the Lord said, these curses are gonna be upon us.
除非我们去遵从那些戒律和教诲 [07:28.59]We're gonna be at a lower state in this life that we live here in today, in the United States of America.
我们还是难以提高我们的地位，活在底层 [07:35.99]I love you, family, and I pray for you. God bless you, shalom
我爱你，你是我的家人，我为你祈祷。祝你好运！