Headlights-Eminem/Nate Ruess

[00:00.000] 作词 : Ruess, Nathaniel Joseph [00:00.843] 作曲 : Ruess, Nathaniel Joseph [00:01.687]【Intro: Nate Ruess】Mom, I know I let you down
妈，我曾让你失望 [00:18.791]And though you say the days are happy
尽管如此你却说那些日子还算欢畅 [00:21.856]Why is the power off and I'm ****ed up?
可为什么我如此无力又搞砸一切？ [00:25.311]And, Mom, I know he's not around
还有妈妈，我知道他不在你身旁， [00:31.439]But don't you place the blame on me
可为什么你把那些责备都迁怒到我头上？ [00:34.784]As you pour yourself another drink, yeah
当你又给自己倒上一杯酒，呵， [00:39.367]I guess we are who we are
我猜原来我们就是这样吧。 [00:45.458]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
车前灯在黑夜里照亮，我行驶在路上（一语双关：黑夜中有一盏明灯照亮，我在路上）， [00:52.688]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。 [00:57.927]【Verse 1: Eminem】I went in headfirst, never thinkin' about who what I said hurt
我独断专行，从没想过我的话会伤害谁 [01:01.919]In what verse, my mom probably got it the worst
在那个章节，我对我妈用了最烂的词汇。 [01:04.103]The brunt of it, but as stubborn as we are, did I take it too far?
重点是我们一样执拗，难道我离谱地不对？ [01:08.303]"Cleanin' Out My Closet" and all them other songs
就像我在那些歌里做的，比如《清净我的衣柜》 [01:09.976]But regardless, I don't hate you ‘cause, Ma
可无论如何，我对你从未恨过，因为妈， [01:12.273]You're still beautiful to me, ‘cause you're my mom
我仍然觉得你美丽秀雅，因为你是我妈， [01:14.751]Though far be it from you to be calm
尽管你总是不能平静一下 [01:16.688]Our house was Vietnam, Desert Storm
我们的房子就像越南战场，是沙漠里的风暴， [01:18.743]And both of us put together could form an atomic bomb
我们只要在一起就会像原子弹燃爆， [01:21.143]Equivalent to chemical warfare
就像化学战争， [01:22.559]And forever we could drag this on and on
然后我们可以一直持续一直暴躁 [01:25.271]But agree to disagree, that gift for me
求同存异并接受分歧，你给我的圣诞礼物 [01:27.800]Up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me
就是圣诞树下那些垃圾不过是些狗臭屁 [01:29.535]You're kickin' me out? It's 15 degrees
你让我滚出去？外面温度零下9点几， [01:31.287]And it's Christmas Eve, "Little p***k, just leave!"
这正是圣诞前夕，"滚出去，混蛋玩意！” [01:33.031]Ma, let me grab my ****ing coat!
妈，至少让我拽出我的破大衣！！ [01:34.543]Anything to have each other's goats
所有的一切都有它们相互的位置， [01:36.215]Why we always at each other's throats?
为什么我们总出现在对方的嘶吼？！ [01:37.880]Especially when Dad, he ****ed us both
尤其是当我爹又耍了咱俩以后， [01:39.871]We're in the same ****in' boat
我们俩只能特么的共济同舟， [01:41.728]You'd think that'd make us close (nope)
你会觉得那是让我们亲密的理由（拉倒吧）， [01:43.199]Further away it drove us, but together, headlights shine
那只能让我们越来越远，但在一起，车灯亮如白昼， [01:46.040]And a car full of belongings, still got a ways to go
一辆装满东西的汽车，仍旧有很多路要走。 [01:48.520]Back to grandma's house, it's straight up the road
回去我奶奶的家，只要沿着路一直走到头。 [01:50.743]And I was the man of the house, the oldest
然后我成了这个房子里最大的男人， [01:52.623]So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
然后扛起家里所有的重量在我的肩头。 [01:54.463]Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old
内特（姆爷同父异母的弟弟）8岁的时候就被州政府带走， [01:57.943]And that's when I realized you were sick
那就是我开始意识到你病的时候。 [01:59.935]And it wasn't fixable or changeable
那既不能定论也不能改变， [02:01.631]And to this day we remain estranged, and I hate it though, but—
直到今天我们也保持着疏远，我如鲠在喉，可是…… [02:04.488]【Chorus: Nate Ruess】I guess we are who we are
我猜我们就是这样吧！ [02:10.567]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
车前灯在黑夜里照亮，我行驶在路上； [02:17.607]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。 [02:23.695]【Verse 2: Eminem】‘Cause to this day we remain estranged, and I hate it though
直到今天我们也保持着疏远，我如鲠在喉， [02:27.857]‘Cause you ain't even get to witness your grandbabies grow
你甚至连你孙女儿成长的过程都不能邂逅 [02:30.586]But I'm sorry, Momma, for "Cleanin' Out My Closet"
但是对不起妈，关于《清理我的衣柜》 [02:32.855]At the time I was angry, rightfully? Maybe so
当时我充满愤怒，是不是？不可置否。 [02:34.639]Never meant that far to take it though
我从没想过那么多、那么远的以后， [02:37.311]‘Cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not makin' jokes
没开玩笑，你没错我也不再向你引咎。 [02:40.649]That song I no longer play at shows
那首歌我再也不会出现在我的秀， [02:42.199]And I cringe every time it's on the radio
每当我蜷缩在收音机的背后， [02:44.791]And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
我会想内特也许已经被某个家庭接收， [02:46.751]And all the medicine you fed us and
所有你喂给我们吃的药， [02:48.559]How I just wanted you to taste your own
我多想让你亲自尝尝那个味道！ [02:50.183]But now the medication's takin' over
但是现在药都快用到没有， [02:53.095]And your mental state's deterioratin' slow
你的精神世界也慢慢分崩破漏， [02:54.975]And I'm way too old to cry, the shit is painful though
我也老到哭不出来，尽管这些破事真是让人受够， [02:57.202]But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo
可是妈妈，我原谅你，内特也如此， [02:59.551]All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
你的所说所为，你尽力托起我们彼此， [03:02.975]Foster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yours
你背上背着的十字，没有人能沉重过你， [03:04.711]But I love you, Debbie Mathers
可我爱你，黛比·玛瑟斯， [03:07.871]Oh, what a tangled web we have ‘cause
唉，我们之间是有多么纠结的关系！ [03:10.015]One thing I never asked was
对了有件事从没问起： [03:12.271]Where the **** my deadbeat dad was
我那混蛋失职的父亲去了哪里？ [03:13.271]**** it, I guess he had trouble keepin' up with every address
特么的，我猜他早记不清他住在哪个地址 [03:16.335]But I'da flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus
但是我翻过了每一个床垫子、沙漠里每颗仙人掌下面的烂石子， [03:20.135]Owned a collection of maps
我整了一个藏宝图， [03:21.439]And followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
跟着我孩子走遍了整个地图集， [03:23.255]If someone ever moved 'em from me
如果有人敢把地图从我身边拿离， [03:25.855]That you coulda bet your asses
你就赌我让你屁股分崩离析！ [03:26.375]If I had to come down the chimney, dressed as Santa, kidnap 'em
如果我非得钻进烟囱，扮成圣诞老人，拐骗他们， [03:29.815]And although one has only met their grandma once
尽管他们中的一个才见过他们的祖母一次。 [03:32.464]You pulled up in our drive one night
有天晚上你停下了车子， [03:34.471]As we were leavin' to get some hamburgers
当时我们正要离开并要买些汉堡吃； [03:36.383]Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you
我，她还有内特，我们介绍了你，拥抱了你， [03:38.639]And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness
当你离开的时候我难过的一批 [03:42.064]Come over me as we pulled off to go our separate paths and
过来找我当我们离开分别的路时 [03:45.327]I saw your headlights as I looked back
我回头看到你的车灯亮起， [03:47.447]And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
我为没有机会感谢你当爹又当妈 [03:49.112]Thank you for being my mom and my dad
而感到生气 [03:51.399]So, Mom, please accept this as a
所以妈妈，请接收我给您的歉意， [03:53.159]Tribute; I wrote this on the jet, I guess I had to
这是我在飞机上写的， [03:55.456]Get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to
我猜我必须要把这个从胸前拿开，我希望能有跟你诉说的机会，在我死之前。 [03:57.263]Lay it 'fore I'm dead, the stewardess said to fasten
空姐说让我们系好安全带， [04:00.287]My seatbelt, I guess we're crashin'
我猜飞机可能即将完蛋。 [04:02.903]So, if I'm not dreamin', I hope you get this message that
所以如果我没做梦，我希望你能看到这个信息， [04:06.064]I will always love you from afar, ‘cause you're my mom
我会永远爱你，因为你是我的妈妈！ [04:09.167]【Chorus: Nate Ruess】I guess we are who we are
我猜原来我们就是这样吧。 [04:14.911]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
车前灯在黑夜里照亮，我行驶在路上 [04:22.079]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。 [04:27.215]I want a new life (start over)
我想要一次新生（旧的翻篇了） [04:30.384]One without a cause (clean slate)
无缘无故的（白手起家的） [04:33.023]So I'm coming home tonight
所以今晚我就要回家去 [04:36.119]Well, no matter what the cost
不管花多少钱 [04:40.087]And if the plane goes down
如果飞机坠落 [04:42.784]Or if the crew can't wake me up
或者工作人员叫不醒我 [04:45.911]Well, just know that I'm alright
没事，只要知道我安然无恙 [04:49.159]I was not afraid to die
我不惧怕死亡， [04:52.775]Oh, even if there's songs to sing
哦，即使还有歌要唱， [04:56.095]Well, my children will carry me
嗯，我的孩子会抱着我， [04:59.711]Just know that I'm alright
只要知道我安然无恙、 [05:02.536]I was not afraid to die
我不惧怕死亡 [05:05.599]Because I put my faith in my little girls
因为我把我的信念都寄托在女儿身上 [05:10.007]So I'll never say goodbye cruel world
所以我永远不会向这残酷的世界说再见， [05:12.415]Just know that I'm alright
只要知道我安然无恙 [05:15.823]I am not afraid to die
我不惧怕死亡 [05:21.016]【Outro: Nate Ruess】I guess we are who we are
我猜原来我们就是这样吧。 [05:27.103]Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
车前灯在黑夜里照亮，我行驶在路上 [05:36.335]Maybe we took this too far
也许我们相去甚远越拉越长。 [05:39.439]I want a new life
我想要一次新生。